Crescere Communio: Fatima

What is Apollos, after all, and what is Paul? Ministers through whom you became believers, just as the Lord assigned each one.

I planted, Apollos watered, but God caused the growth. Therefore, neither the one who plants nor the one who waters is anything, but only God, who causes the growth. The one who plants and the one who waters are equal, and each will receive wages in proportion to his labor.

For we are God’s co-workers; you are God’s field, God’s building [a torreluz that is also a pillar of His epic victory of Love with a spiral of fire of the new life that comes from the Holy Spirit, throwing His personal apostolate incarnate charity nets more and more duc in altum, and you may be surprised of how full the “personal apostolate” net can get when you go fishing upon His Word, simply doing it because He says so…]. According to the grace of God given to me, like a wise master builder I laid a foundation, and another is building upon it. But each one must be careful how he builds upon it, for no one can lay a foundation other than the one that is there, namely, Jesus Christ.

If anyone builds on this foundation with gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, or straw, the work of each will come to light, for the Day will disclose it. It will be revealed with fire, and the fire [itself] will test the quality of each one’s work. If the work stands that someone built upon the foundation, that person will receive a wage. But if someone’s work is burned up, that one will suffer loss; the person will be saved, but only as through fire.

Do you not know that you are the temple of God, and that the Spirit of God dwells in you? If anyone destroys God’s temple, God will destroy that person; for the temple of God, which you are, is holy.

Let no one deceive himself. If any one among you considers himself wise in this age, let him become a fool so as to become wise. For the wisdom of this world is foolishness in the eyes of God, for it is written: “He catches the wise in their own ruses,” and again: “The Lord knows the thoughts of the wise, that they are vain.” So let no one boast about human beings, for everything belongs to you, Paul or Apollos or Cephas, or the world or life or death, or the present or the future: all belong to you and you to Christ, and Christ to God.

1 Co 3: 5-23

¡Qué podemos decir? The Holy Spirit can surprises us through many ways… Evidentemente Jesuús Caridad mismo lo planificó así desde el principio, aunque yo misma NO.

No, no esperaba que tantos fundamentos bíblicos nuevos aparecieran… en la introducción más larga que haya conocido la historia de la civilización humana; creo que es más larga que la Parte I y Parte II juntas. Si se eligió compartir (desde el jueves pasado; al momento de discernirlo no se sabía aún que Fátima era a próxima fiiesta disponible en el calendario… y lo que se escribió en la introducción respecto a Fátima ya estaba escrito en ese momento…) y los cambios en la introducción fue porque definitivamete hay fudnamentos bíblicos que no estaban ahí, y se supone que lo único que cambie tras los fundamentos bíblicos sea either mystical deepenings or personal deepenings.

Hugo otros cambios en esta versión, en algunos detalles menores tras la introducción: se profundizó la parte del pastoral-filial articulation of His Beloved Church at the feet of the cross (Part I), se hizo una revisión gramatical general llegó exactamente donde se explica que el Order of Charity was meant to raise fund evangelically and fraternally, enabling families to be able to be raised with dignity; those funds can’t come from passice incomes, getting interest from lending, stock markets moves… nope. You gotta have paid employees with families being handraised with dignity… in the very same dignity His Eucharist is meant to be handraised also.

Beyond that point, no further revision was done… BUT there was something (I don’t remember right now what) that I added a few days ago somewhere below the introduction (Part I)… if that was below the hanraising funds paragraph I mentioned before, well, that would be the only change further that point in the rest of the text. No need to fulfill a full grammatical revision right now, it was revised until what it was fraterfully possible at this point.

Why the hour? Since the VERY beginning, He told me: the last share BEFORE Pentecost is meant to finish happening at 8:33 am… that would mean it would be 3:33 pm of Fatima day also there. Got the meanings already, right? So, which time zone is that? Remember: for us, liturgical days begin at 3 pm, Divine Mercy hour. Let’s say that we moved from the end of the world (Honolulu)… to the beginning of the Word. You got it, right? We began the ending of the introducction, placing the initial biblical quote in its final place, at 8:33 am of today; at 3:33 pm (already Fatima Day there) of Jerusalem time zone.

The reading at the beginning is a reading of the “feast” in which my pocket Gospel opened randomly… twice: el día de la iglesia diocesana (Sunday, November 9). Yes, you read that right: the Gospel opened in a totally random way exactly in the same feast… twice.

May everyone be loved as Jesus Charity loves…

May everyone be saved as God Love saves…

Let´s keep growing together in communion for Him, with Him, by Him and in Him!

Lux crecit…

[A few hours later, still in Fatima Day, content related to the shared dream on the Day of Fatima was added to the domestic pastoral letter, mostly in the introduction. The Incarnated Word that is being given Light together are the readings of the feast of the Nativity of Mary, those were the readings Jesus Charity chose to discern together as I was going to sleep, and we began to share dreams again, as every night of light…]

Jesus Charity, we adore You with our whole growth…

The version you can see above was the version shared at Fatima Day. The version you are seeing below this is a CONStitutive form prior Pentecost.

Why this was done this way?

After the Fatima version was shared, a new part was supposed to be integrated… regarding… let´s say a civilian-fraternal revelation of Divine Love. However, I was already given the sign, quite relatively long ago… that such part won´t be able to happen: when someone very particular was done in the civil sense, that was a sign, as sorry we were of what won´t be able to be shared… that the new part can´t happen, because, as it would be also writen in the same way it was writen for the first time… There Are Some Words That Can Only Be Said If Incarnated…

So, after the Fatima version was shared, I had exactly 77 hours to gather all what was already shared in social media about the civilian-fraternal section that would not be able to be written, and include it in the conclusion. I could only clarify what was already allowed to be writen in social media… and thats it. Only a single paragraph, that eventually became somewhere around three, was allowed to be included because, although it was not allowed to be shared in social media, it was seen in a public sense (my “personal devices” has nothing of personal at all: they are being surveiled”.

Since the very beginning, Jesus Charity told me very explicitly: as soon that is done, complete the CONStitute version of the domestic apostolic letter (We tried to divert the attention from the word CONS with letting see a “pro/cons” meaning, but it really means CONStitutive) AS SOON AS YOU ARE ABLE TOO.

I had no idea what He meant: precisely after those three paragraphs I mentioned were written… I would be caused a full neurological collapse with a seizure included… caused with ruthless civil slavery enforced with lethal toxic levels, both in the poisonous gas levels but especially in the civil torture levels and the forced communication levels enforced at the work of torture were I had been and still am forced to remain, besides the torture that had been already enforced at the torture house I am forced to remain also. I had no idea that such a magnitude of neurocognitive collapse could be induced deliberately… After that, well, we keep writing as my cognitive functions were allowed to function… until this domestic apostolic letter achieved its CONS version as soon as possible for me, precisely as He said it would happen. It happened on the Bee Day. It’s not a liturgical feast day, it’s the day of the Bees, but we had already contemplated that way long ago as “We the Bee” (the women are the “we the bee,” we are the ones naturally gifted to be able to form the be from within…).

That is why this conclusion is the longest conclusion the history of humanity´s books has ever seen: it was meant to be divided into another whole section that, due to to a total lack of incarnative social principle be possible, it couldn´t be written.

The conclusion was meant to include an explicit fraternal exhortation. That wasn´t allowed to happen either; I had to leave the shift literally in tears, totally disabled socially to keep working at all. That was when the seizure was induced due to the extreme torture I was forced to endure.

So… what is needed now is simply completing the revision of the conclusion, and the version shared at Pentecost will include it. May the emanation of the light of His resurrection keep being radiated more and more brilliantly through the Holy Spirit´s work whose evernew Pentecost will always keep converting us into His more faithful Church-Bride, His more fruitful Mother Church… and into His living work of Divine Love we are all called to be in Him, for Him, by Him and with Him.

Trust me, something like this is not exactly easy to be done while the mere using your memory hurts…

Everything is for His Glory: viva Cristo Amor…

Jesus Charity, we adore you with our whole growth…

Crescere Communio: Joan of Arc

Bienaventurado el vientre que te llevó y los pechos que te criaron…

Mejor, bienaventurados los que escuchan la palabra de Dios y la ponen en práctica…

Lc 11,27-28

I do have to confess… I had no idea it would take me THIS long to integrate… a few bunch of little fraternal details. The whole detailed explication, not too long, but all the data has to be properly ordered in their proper place to let be seen very clearly how the Goverment of the United States is enforcing family slavery (forming a family is de facto assumed as a social slavery due all the factors involved, and that being directly allowed by the own Goverment) took hours.

Aparte del exorcismo magno que se describió… lo que se están buscando el Gobierno de Estados Unidos es una magna huelga general de esclavos libres asociados: trabajadores hartos de sus respectivos Recursos Esclavos y hartos ser esclavizados socialmente por empleadores a los que no se les require reconocer inherentemente, y en proporción directa a sus net profits, la dignidad de sus trabajadores y su derecho fraterno y civic duty más fundamental: being able to raise a family with dignity. Sin familia no hay sociedad, y sin poder crecer juntos en communión, as an unconditional beloved of a beloved community, tampoco habrá fraternidad. El slavery era del Gobierno de Estados Unidos no ha acabado: its Goverment simply switched their social governance system from enforcing one kind of slavery to enforcing another kind of slavery, very explictly let become visible by Jesus Charty and this servant of His Incarnated Word as the social slavery it is de facto, totally enforced by the own Goverment of the United States directly: el desmadre social que se explica al final al detallar casi al céntimo como los Millenials ya somos oficialmente el primer no home generation, y como los hijos de los Millenials serán oficialmente el primer no family generation, que ya está comenzando a darse sistemáticamente among the lowest paid workers and those who are, among the lowest paid, already way below dignity lines due where they are, besides already being way below the poverty line… no hay forma de cuadrarlo.

No importa como se les ocurra al Gobierno de Estados Unidos promover que el work harder del “American Dream” es suficiente para salir adelante en semejante intrinsically socially dissordered and socially enforced systematic social slavery context, o cuantos golden eggs pretendan usar para cuadrar semejante desmadre that is being so systematically enforced as “normal”, even by the Goverment itself, as a family-based social slavery upon those who are still actually allowed to assume the possibility of raising a family as still possible. Family social viability right now is beginning to be an absolute ZERO for many, and that is believed to be perfectly normal, as normal as to assume that in order to a Millenial family of two parents being able to enough income for a family they need to have several hustles besides already having a full-time job, besides already both parents being full-time workers… when, at the Baby Boomers generations, who are the parents of the Millenials, the salary of ONE parent was enough to raise a family modestly, including mortage (owning a home), fully-paid-by-the-employer-health-insurance for the whole family besides a fully-paid-by-the-employer retirement plan, without that counting as part of their minimum salary wage, and college education could be afforded with no student loan at all…

So, when are the predatory unconditional profits of these employers going to end, when civilization gets extinct due to a no-birth-possible society being assumed as normal, or what? Profits keep doubling for employers and workers remain consistently more and more underpaid and given less and less paid benefits, less and less paid vacation time and no family conciliation required at all to the employers… so yes, there is a family-based social slavery being already enforced for those who do are still allowed the possibility to raise a family, while at the same time right now way below dignity lines already totally unafordable for many not even have the chance to choose buy a home, to raise a family with dignity or even be able to be married with dignity…

Ujum… may the power of the family be heard with a huelga magna de familias trabajadoras: family life matters. May these workers be able to realize the HUGE social slavery they are being forced into, after all the facts are displayed in the proper order to make such social slavery, among others, quite visible… as committed by their own Goverment first.

What is the purpose of wealth, what is the purpose of being the most powerful nation in the world, but not even able to affirm the personhood of their own citizens in an unconditional fraternizing civil society that grows together in communion, not slaved in social exclusion?

We had to say in the previous post that no more additions were going to be added… for what was going to happen next as exorcismo de luz… And I humbly confess I didn´t expected such ontological splendor coming… and that is the main reason this now final sketch version is being shared now, before the final version at Pentecost. The exorcism of light that was already on the making… happened.

Everything is for His glory.

Well, at the very end, the final version before Pentecost did was shared… on Joan of Arc day, as it was actually planned by Him, but let´s say it was scheduled a little bit differently than expected.

What else I can say?

Like Joan of Arc last words: Jesus Charity, Jesus Charity, Jesus Charity!

May all these crescere communio He is proposing keep growing on, glowing on and blooming on as a new Pentecost that enlights everything with the new albor of His growing-together-in-communion: He is Jesus Charity that makes all hearts and history anew…

Jesus Charity, we adore You with our whole growth…

Crescere Communio: Divine Mercy Hour

Well… It is written…

This Crescere Communio that is being proposed now also includes last night´s dream, because He asked for it, besides integrating a very small correction that was already pending to be done before sharing dreams. There are no substantial changes at all in the version that is being shared now; just those very small fraternal details were added, because I was asked to do them.

No more corrections/shared dreams will be integrated before the final text shared at Pentecost, He Himself is assuring that.

What was integrated was done during Divine Mercy hour, and while I lived mercy with myself, as He Himself would do it: I prepared a beautiful fresh breakfast for myself (an epic victory roll).

For those who don´t know this, the following gospel’s blessing is the ninth beatitude in the painting Fiat Amor. The beatitudes that were painted at the Fiat Amor painting´s incarnative way were the first 8 beatitudes at Mathew´s Sermon of the Mount… and the last one of the whole gospels: this one.

The following readings are the readings of Divine Mercy Sunday that I was asked to read before going to share dreams… but I was so tired that I went straight to sleep, forgetting to read them until now that I am more rested:

Second Sunday of Easter
Sunday of Divine Mercy

Lectionary: 45

Reading I

Acts 5:12-16

Many signs and wonders were done among the people
at the hands of the apostles.
They were all together in Solomon’s portico.
None of the others dared to join them, but the people esteemed them.
Yet more than ever, believers in the Lord,
great numbers of men and women, were added to them.
Thus they even carried the sick out into the streets
and laid them on cots and mats
so that when Peter came by,
at least his shadow might fall on one or another of them.
A large number of people from the towns
in the vicinity of Jerusalem also gathered,
bringing the sick and those disturbed by unclean spirits,
and they were all cured.

Responsorial Psalm

Psalm 118:2-4, 13-15, 22-24

R  (1) Give thanks to the Lord for he is good, his love is everlasting.
or:
 Alleluia.
Let the house of Israel say,
            “His mercy endures forever.”
Let the house of Aaron say,
            “His mercy endures forever.”
Let those who fear the LORD say,
            “His mercy endures forever.”
 Give thanks to the Lord for he is good, his love is everlasting.
or:
 Alleluia.
I was hard pressed and was falling,
            but the LORD helped me.
My strength and my courage is the LORD,
            and he has been my savior.
The joyful shout of victory
            in the tents of the just:
 Give thanks to the Lord for he is good, his love is everlasting.
or:
 Alleluia.
The stone which the builders rejected
            has become the cornerstone.
By the LORD has this been done;
            it is wonderful in our eyes.
This is the day the LORD has made;
            let us be glad and rejoice in it.
 Give thanks to the Lord for he is good, his love is everlasting.
or:
 Alleluia.

Reading II

Revelation 1:9-11a, 12-13, 17-19

I, John, your brother, who share with you
the distress, the kingdom, and the endurance we have in Jesus,
found myself on the island called Patmos
because I proclaimed God’s word and gave testimony to Jesus.
I was caught up in spirit on the Lord’s day
and heard behind me a voice as loud as a trumpet, which said,
Write on a scroll what you see.”
Then I turned to see whose voice it was that spoke to me,
and when I turned, I saw seven gold lampstands
and in the midst of the lampstands one like a son of man,
wearing an ankle-length robe, with a gold sash around his chest.

When I caught sight of him, I fell down at his feet as though dead.
He touched me with his right hand and said, “Do not be afraid.
I am the first and the last, the one who lives.
Once I was dead, but now I am alive forever and ever.
I hold the keys to death and the netherworld.
Write down, therefore, what you have seen,
and what is happening, and what will happen afterwards.”

Alleluia

John 20:29

R. Alleluia, alleluia.
You believe in me, Thomas, because you have seen me, says the Lord;
blessed are those who have not seen me, but still believe!
R. Alleluia, alleluia.

Gospel

John 20:19-31

On the evening of that first day of the week,
when the doors were locked, where the disciples were,
for fear of the Jews,
Jesus came and stood in their midst
and said to them, “Peace be with you.”
When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
Jesus said to them again, “Peace be with you.
As the Father has sent me, so I send you.”
And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them,

“Receive the Holy Spirit.
Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them,
and whose sins you retain are retained.”

Thomas, called Didymus, one of the Twelve,
was not with them when Jesus came.
So the other disciples said to him, “We have seen the Lord.”
But he said to them,
“Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands
and put my finger into the nailmarks
and put my hand into his side, I will not believe.”

Now a week later his disciples were again inside
and Thomas was with them.
Jesus came, although the doors were locked,
and stood in their midst and said, “Peace be with you.”
Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here and see my hands,
and bring your hand and put it into my side,
and do not be unbelieving, but believe.”
Thomas answered and said to him, “My Lord and my God!”
Jesus said to him, “Have you come to believe because you have seen me?
Blessed are those who have not seen and have believed.”

Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of his disciples
that are not written in this book.
But these are written that you may come to believe
that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God,
and that through this belief you may have life in his name.

Everything is for Your glory, now and forever, Beloved Lord and Son… including when the “I have seen the Lord…” becomes a “We have seen the Lord…

Jesus Charity, we adore You with our whole growth…

Crescere Communio: Divine Mercy Sunday

Hermanos: demos gracias a Dios Padre, que os ha hecho capaces de compartir la herencia del pueblo santo en la luz. Él nos ha sacado del dominio de las tinieblas, y nos ha trasladado al reino del Hijo de su Amor, por cuya sangre hemos recibido la redención, el perdón de los pecados. Él es la imagen del Dios invisible, primogénito de toda criatura; porque en él fueron creadas todas las cosas: celestes y terrestres, visibles e invisibles. Tronos y Dominaciones, Principados y Potestades; todo fue creado por él y para él. Él es anterior a todo, y se mantiene en Él. Él es también la cabeza del cuerpo: la Iglesia. Es el principio, el Primogénito de entre los muertos, y así el primero en todo. Porque en Él quiso Dios que residiera toda la plenitud. Y por Él y para Él quiso reconciliar todas las cosas, las del cielo y las de la tierra, haciendo la paz por la sangre de su cruz.

Colosenses 1, 12-20

Too much Holy Mess right now to be able to write too much…

Here is Part VI of Crescere Communio already completely sketched. Signifigative deeper discernements were added to Part V also. The other previous parts remained as they were on Easter.

Now, this domestic pastoral letter needs the final mystical revision. The biblical fundamentals are all there. The only part that is meant to have significant additions is the conclusion, because it is the last part. What I need to do now is what He is asking me, to pray the connections. It had been asked that from the beginning, which is why using index cards for sketching key ideas was intended.

More personal formation contexts may become deeper, but the key ideas are already sketched, and that, by itself, is a huge Sí-Dar that can only come from Him.

Right now, I am a woman who needs a meal and a long nap, but He also says I am a sacramental mother who will remain beloved forever.

I am His Beloved and the Beloved is mine…

“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it…” Jn 1:5

Jesus Charity, we adore You with our whole growth…

Crescere Communio: Easter

“Hermanos [beloved family of Heaven]: demos gracias a Dios Padre, que os ha hecho capaces de compartir la herencia del pueblo santo en la luz…”

Colosences 1:12

Happy Easter to everyone…

This very “incarnated text” (really, no other way to say it) is being shared in the first “original sketch” form in Easter. The sketch was completed until part V on Easter.

The “farther end” to that side of the world that I am able to “see” is Honolulu: that is “the end of the world” around there for me… so because this is meant to be at the same time a beginning and an end, like it happens with the paschal candle… the beginning of this Crescere Communio was shared at the Easter time zone… of the end of the world…

What you can expect to be added in the already sketched parts… is more mystical content and more “personal context”… The parts that were meant to be still unsketched are because they are meant to be incarnated deeper… once again, through the Holy Spirit.

The whole text in the final version is meant to be shared at Pentecost… for very evident reasons, we think that can be seen.

Jesus Charity, we adore You with our whole growth…

Enjoy grow together in communion!

Fiat Dignitas (Radiating His New Albor in A Social Massacre of the Innocents)

I have witnessed enough in complete silence toward Earth to know that whatever Jesu Charity says, well, do it. Really. Those are not merely “biblical words” written long ago. They are Living Words meant to be incarnated in the fullest sense, along with the work of the Holy Spirit.

When I entered this “new silence,” I had no idea of what would eventually happen. However, in a truly amazing “healing” sense that can right now be confirmed to be a permanent change, there is a “new hearing” inside of me that… grants me to speak what I am saying now, trying to be as humble as possible: He is truly, very deeply, the One who can make all things anew. Yes, there is a “new silence”, but there is also another whole new way to “communicate with Heaven…”

If I begin to speak all the absolutely mesmerizing “personal formation realities” that we have discerned and deepened…besides how I keep being confirmed in everything my whole family of New Albor has taught me… I will not be able to finish this shared letter, which is meant to be brief and shared as soon as it is possible to be written. Once again, I will limit myself to doing as He says. Unconditional grace began to be poured from my family of Heaven as I wrote that last sentence… Really… I have no words to plasmate all the meanings discerned through these weeks in complete silence towards Earth.

Well, Jesus Charity has consistently affirmed that intrinsic evils can´t be allowed or consented to, especially in a systematic way, as has been done gruesomely around me in the last weeks. The personhood bloodsheds committed around me have been, literally, non-stop, wherever I am, whatever I am doing, however I am being socially slaved. The personhood bloodsheds, right now, are non-stop. We go together through every step… I should say: through every heartbeat…

What happened today happened within the context of being constantly forced to tolerate kids being socially slaved around me, over and over again. Among one of the most powerful reasons to stop being a teacher and terminate my teaching license, and I have no regrets AT ALL about that choice, was that all my students were being socially slaved to torture and socio-control ME with all kinds of socially-controlled manipulation that were not “borderline illegal”: they were TOTALLY illegal, besides being horribly cruel, both towards me and towards the students that were being literally used as “social war” “live ammunition”. I said “enough” and gave no locks back, nor a single time, time, every time I was forced to resign from a job due not being possible to consent the extreme social slavery enforced towards minor age vulnerable youth who were around me due “professional reasons”. At some point, we fully realized that whatever job I could be able to get supervising minors or in educative roles… those kids would be socially enslaved and forced to fake whole “social performances” to fabricate a truth-denialist power-narrative, over and over again. I fully stopped any kind of job related with minors and kids… and never looked back.

That context, which can be corroborated in what I have shared through the last years, is a very solid background of my personal ethical principles towards unconditional personhood dignity affirmation, especially of children and the most vulnerable, those who cannot defend themselves due to their vulnerability. When I say, “children have inalienable dignity and human rights that must be respected unconditionally”, those are not merely abstract words: they have been incarnated very consistently through the last years, to the extent of resign of a job simply not to let children upon my professional duty´s custody be socially slaved to social slaving me. Children are not “social commodities” to be “moved” according to the most convenient way towards any kind of fabricated narrative, like any parallel social reality is, especially when enforced with explicit social and psychological violence that is being committed in front of everyone; it had been literally one personhood bloodshed after another.

Well, Jesus Charity asked me to do a very beautiful thing before proceeding to write what I will write next (the biblical affirmation of all feminine ecclesial orders). Because His living Church, as an ecclesial womanhood fullness, is called to “give light to the Word”, I was asked to write a shared letter in the same new way we communicate now… but written to whoever He indicated that they were who should be assumed as the most “voiceless” around me, in the middle of all this social terrorist war that keeps raging on. His Living Church is always meant to be a voice of those who are the poorest in society… and right now, what He meant was: “those whose personhood unalienable dignity is being most violated around you right now.” I was going to be given a very concrete sign when He wanted me to see who He Himself (not those around me: I would see that according to Him, not according to anyone´s  “manipulation of social dimension context” power-abuse-games, enforced me to see… the detail, I would understand latter, was not minor at all…) was meaning.

It is not rare that disabled people (people in wheelchairs, with walking sticks, or totally unable to live independently or move on their own) are constantly slaved socially to do fake social performances around me. Curiously enough, the social control-torture tactics around me are SO PSYCHOSOCIALLY VIOLENT… that I haven´t seen ANYONE disabled around me in a few weeks. There may have been some disabled people around me, but if that happened, they were so few I didn´t notice.

That means: the social environments in which I am being forced to move… are SO ENFORCEDLY MANIPULATED WITH SOCIAL SLAVERY… it is totally possible to completely manipulate who can be “allowed” to be around me and who can´t. A “personhood selection” is implied there: who is allowed to affirm as a person in this concrete context, and who isn´t?

This has also been consistently warned, in a quite and exceptionally explicit way yesterday, by Jesus Charity Himself: you can´t fabricate an “in vitro society” to manipulate personhood´s proper incarnated communion “selectively”. The personhood being belongs to the authority and potestas of God Himself, and no one can claim “reign” upon personhood´s communion-being given unconditionally by the Creator. Attempting to “rule” over human or ecclesial personhood´s nature and pretending that a human person´s nature can be “owned”, “ruled,” and enslaved via any kind of slavery (including via social slavery) … is a direct challenge to God´s Own Dignitas. The demonic influence behind that kind of “social presumptions” that dare to challenge openly God´s authority… is way more “darker” than anyone could realize. You have no idea, no matter how versed anyone could be in demonic issues, how demonically influenced a direct challenge of God’s Own Dignitas is, even in its very “lack of essence-rationality” nature of… not-consenting-being-communion-as-created-by-the-Creator and revolving over and over again around what truth-denialism will be enforced to create our “own version” of “manipulable social context” to control personhood according to “our own will and purpose”, not according the Creator´s Dignitas and will.

In the very same way there was an historic moment in which denying personhood to some via legal slavery, committed even within a frame of “new evangelization” when it happened in the social context of the colonization of the Americas, was totally “culturalized” when indigenous and black were denied in a very systematic way their God-given Dignitas, and that was possible to happen even in the name of God Himself… now there is a “war on personhood” with the explicit pretension of reign over human person, selecting who can be allowed to form as person and who doesn´t… when the fact is: God-given dignitas is unconditional, inalienable, must always be respected by everyone, at all moments. If you are a Christian and can´t understand that, you necessarily have a grave issue with your “social incarnation” of the mandatum novum.

Well, His Living Church, as the voice of all the voiceless, is meant to affirm the dignitas of those most vulnerable and “voiceless,” so before even proceeding to what we were going to write next, I had to write a “dignitas affirming shared letter…” affirming the dignitas of whoever was socially slaved around me at the moment He gave me His sign, that this time was meant to become fully visible immediately.

Because of the extreme social slavery enforced around me and upon me quite “culturalized” and systematic through all these years of social war… there were quite a lot of possible “voiceless” options. I simply remained unconditionally open to His grace and Living Word…

Well, every time I go shopping, wherever it is known or even possible for me to go, there will be social slavery enforced, the issue right now is a complete social war scenario with social terrorists ON BOTH SIDES (yes, this is important to be noticed: the Government of the Slaved States is the first one breaking their own rule of law), with complete truth-denialist social control-torture tactics being “socially shoot” over and over again, through me or over me…

So, I was simply asked to remain open to His understanding and discernment about where I would shop today before starting my “work” shift. When the moment comes, it will be seen as He meant it to. I will know who the “most voiceless” are and who the “poorest” are according to His eyes… so I can write the letter in our new “empowered communication style.”

Because I already know the social terrorism that is attempted to be enforced through me or upon me… the moves to follow what Jesus Charity asked me began relatively before even entering the parking. I was completely focused on what I was being asked. Still, no one knew then… because whatever I tell aloud or do visibly will be explicitly manipulated socio-psychologically to enforce whatever power-narrative is attempted to be enforced in the most truth-denialist way possible. I put music on, quite focused and unable to understand whatever could be tried to be enforced via auditive social slavery (fakes conversations fabricated around me to manipulate my understanding of the social context according to anyone´s social war purposes) and keep going.

Although the pattern of boasting the social slavery of children had been quite consistent in the last weeks (I am already in the process of looking for another job, because I am being enforced not only direct conscience violations… but also because there is no true communion or true charity possible AT ALL), I was open to any possible “voiceless” around me…

I keep walking through every personhood bloodshed as an incarnated Eucharistical benediction going through a social war zone, radiating His Truth everywhere… simply affirming it in my own personal formation, with no need of fabricating psychosocial violent “in-vitro manipulated” parallel social contexts to affirm His truth. He simply shines by His own…

The concrete sign was given, I switched my goeiz ring of position (that was the visible sign I was asked from the very beginning to do… and there was, in front of me, another child, possibly of three years, too young to be wandering where he was without explicit social slavery enforced by the “custodians” (I wouldn´t exactly call that “being a child´s custodian”). The child was placed in the zone of the front of the bathrooms because of the car I am forced to use (I am not granted a job with enough salary to have my own home, house, food…): while I was in transit to the shopping place that everyone knew I would be going… I was toxic gassed explicitly to be caused to me needing to go to the bathroom as soon I arrived to the store. Every aspect that can be socially controlled around me for enforcing social slavery purposes, it will be done, including what I just described as: culturalized bioterrorism. It is so accepted as “normal” around me that even children have been tortured via toxic gassing. I am not talking merely about the schools where I worked as a teacher. As recently as a week ago, a whole shopping mall consented to commit toxic gassing upon me and anyone around me too, including explicitly the children that were socially slaved to “be placed around me” literally like social war “live ammunition.” The cruelty behind all these highly dehumanizing and depersonalizing social patent realities is simply… not possible to be described fully in words. It’s horrible, extremely horrible to witness, especially due to the “social black hole” they cause, wherever they are fabricated and enforced via social slavery.

It was already agreed to immediately tell what was already planned to be said (the shared letter part couldn´t be said because I would go to the “work” later, and they would commit precisely the same kind of social slavery upon me, and also socially slaving children simply to social slave me…

Well, that was done. But it wasn´t the end of the story. I needed, if the opportunity was given to do so… to put a “human face” to the voiceless whose dignity I was asked to affirm. So, if anyone literally and explicitly enforced besides me social slavery using a children again for enforcing social slavery upon me, a picture must be taken, in the most “natural” way possible according to the social slavery context I was being enforced.

Well, it happened, and it was highly criminal (yes, the “mother” should be given criminal charges for socially slaving her child with such extreme psychosocial violence forced via social slavery upon the child…). Please notice carefully what is going to be told next, because Jesus Charity can be quite “creative” getting myself out of “live ammunition” reaching zone, in whatever social war zone we can be walking through together…

In that very concrete moment, I was explicitly told what I was meant to do: I did the picture with the child as soon as it was noticed the clear social slavery connotation of how the child was placed just besides me, and placed there explicitly for social slavery enforcement purposes.

I followed Jesus Charity´s “instructions”, I KNEW WHEN TO SING ALOUD INNERLY, I KNEW WHEN TO TURN MY SIGHT DOWN OR SIMPLY UNFOCUS THE EYESIGHT (I HAVE AN AMAZING CAPABILITY OF BLURRING MY OWN EYESIGHT… AND WHATEVER THEY WANTED TO ENFORCE SOCIALLY SLAVING THE CHILD, I WAS EXPLICITLY TOLD BY HIM HOW NOT TO FOLLOW THEIR ENFORCED PARALLEL REALITY BUT TO FOLLOW HIM AND FOCUS IN INCARNATING HIS LIVING WORD… and I got out of there as soon I was allowed to (there was another factor involved: an employee of the store was clearly collaborating and consenting the social slavery enforced upon that INNOCENT child… and deliberately delayed my order and wanted me to “socially force me” to see/hear whatever he was doing with the monster that was using that child with that horrible purpose…).

Then Jesus Charity smiled to me as I “smiled” at the photo: you know what to do, my Living Church…

Here we are, adoring Him with our whole growth, over and over again, not consenting at any moment being used to commit or consent any intrinsic evil that could be tried to be socially enforced via social slavery, either through me or forcing me socially to commit the intrinsic evil myself.

I simply prayed in silence for all the children that had been socially slaved me over and over again, especially in the last month, once again being like an Eucharistical benediction along Jesus Charity. I am not exaggerating at all when explaining this: I work in an overnight shift (8pm-5am of a fast-food restaurant), and at the beginning the normal was that there were hours or even days in which no children would be seen, especially babies (the birth rate of Puerto Rico is extremely low: 1.7 birth). In the last month, of a five-days-per-week working shifts, there had been only ONE SHIFT in which no child was socially slaved quite visibly and explicitly during my shift, with my employer even forcing me to need to “serve” (as they understand “service”) children that were very, very, very explicitly sociopsychologically abused and socially slaved. The whole level of the cruelty of the personhood bloodsheds committed via social slavery, either through me or around me, is absolute… We had even cried together in silence, because there is no way to contain the pain upon such horrible cruelty being “culturalized” upon anyone who… is quite conscious of the way that she is meant and called to follow as His Living Church.

I even knew what to do when I would be forced via social slavery to do certain things during this particular work shift, like what to do when I would be asked to prepare a kid’s meal… after I was forced to endure before entering the work shift, and every knew it. They literally enjoy with despicable social sadism to enforce social slavery through me and upon me, over and over again…

As things are right now, I am simply following my own “order” within the forced socially slaved environment, with my own silent “hymn” of adoration… and limit myself to let truth be seen as a personal affirmation (no words necessary in almost all the times) when explicitly asked in inner prater to let His Truth shine… with living signs, incarnating with grace a whole “person-empowering” dignitas affirmation that comes from His Dignitas.

The clients know perfectly what I am doing. The employer also knows it. I had let known way publicly what lines I won´t cross, no matter how they try with whatever social slavery form they are allowed to enforce upon me or through me… by the current complete “social war zone” of the United States. Right now, for all the civil and even domestic effects, de facto I am in a personhood-exile-status… That includes certain specific biological-organic dimension implications of the social slavery enforced with such violent systematicity: I am being denied even very basic medical services that are meant to be dignity-based, but had been used to enforce social slavery and truth-denialism over and over again, to the extent I simply refused any further medical “service” that wasn´t enforced via legal slavery (my progenitors force me to “receive mental health services” via legally-enforced psychiatric “treatments” that are enforced via their own domestic social slavery… I am being forced to endure one bloodshed after another, literally wherever I am ALLOWED (not granted inalienably) to function socially TO SOME EXTENT, ACCORDING TO THEIR RESPECTIVE SOCIAL SLAVERY ENFORCEMENT PURPOSES…

There are SO MANY consequences of not consenting being used for anyone committing an intrinsic evil through me or upon me, of not consenting assuming a no-communion-based-society as “cultural normalcy” as “ordinary civil status” and even “legally normal”… There are SO MANY CONSEQUENCES of not being allowed to empower or to consent any form of truth-denialism… that well, I have ended forced to endure social slavery or forced to confront directly social slavery LITERALLY wherever I am allowed via “personhood selection” to be allowed to function socially ONLY ACCORDING TO WHAT IS MOST CONVENIENT TO ENFORCE SOCIAL SLAVERY IN THAT PARTICULAR SOCIALLY-SLAVED ENVIRONMENT… Right now, the “no-social-communion-possible-at-all-civilian-status” have reached the peak 100%, and if there were a 666% percent possible, it would also had been reached since several weeks ago…

This is not a matter of merely receiving over and over again the grace to forgive: it’s more a matter of embracing the grace to remain focused on fulfilling His charity alliance and keep walking together as He walks… without even expecting any “social interaction” enforced around me to be real at all. Everything that can be manipulated to enforce social slavery… it will be done, period. Once you assume reality as it is, and not like IT SHOULD BE, nor as IT IS BEING FABRICATED AROUND YOU, explicitly attempting to own my “reality understanding” with highly intrinsically evil actions that shouldn´t even be able to be “legal” in the first place…  

Nope: my ONLY “truly communion-based social frame” is the communion with my family of Heaven as His Living Word, period.

So… here we are, writing this letter as the first “living offering” right before affirming the key delineation of the biblical foundations of all ecclesial feminine orders…  

Please, whatever you could do next, pray for this child before whatever other thing you could be able to choose to do can happen…

Jesus Charity, we adore YOU with our whole growth and really pray for the well-being and eternal life of EVERYONE… as we are called to do it as a domestic church that is YOUR LIVING CHURCH radiating YOUR new albor right in the middle of the world… right in the middle of a whole blood-stained social war zone, going through one personhood bloodshed after another, beating together and becoming more and more humble in silent unconditional heart-to-Heart adoration of the Divine Love that keeps revealing more and more evercrescent communion that comes from YOUR incarnated Personal growing-together-in-communion…

Thank you for the blessing of raising You as we are being formed to…

See the innocence in that child, his complete lack of even capability of being conscious of how he is being socially slaved and used as social war “live ammunition”. Everyone can see what is in my iPhone. LOOK AT HIM. Dare to look straightforward to that “face of the voiceless” whose dignity is being systematically denied, forced to be social slave for social terrorists that have no boundaries (not even legal boundaries) that can stop the social massacre that begun as a Children´s Holocaust… and have ended in a whole Personhood Holocaust in “progress” right now, for those who can understand as “progress” those horrible effects of a social war state being covertly enforced via social slavery… to a whole nation, whose citizenship I have already renounced explicitly and publicly… but I am not being granted the freedom to be gone to wherever nation I could choose to proceed with the rest of my live… without being forced to endure no other social slavery form, never more. My civilian life, de facto, has already ended.

That child was mean to be “the face of all the voiceless children that are being socially slaved around me”… over and over again. Look at him to the eyes, how he was placed right beside me to fabricate a parallel social reality whose objective is enforcing a dangerous power-abuse narrative: we (social terrorists) have absolute control of SOCIAL COMMUNION and will enforce via ANY SOCIAL TERRORISM POSSIBLE OUR TRUTH-DENIALISM… to the extent of fully normalizing culturally to SOCIALLY SLAVE TOTALLY INNOCENT CHILDREN whose proper place is where they are out of reach of any denigration of their inherent human dignity.

Excuse my smile. I was not smiling at the cruelty I was witnessing. I was smiling at Jesus Charity´s smile.

Because I explicitly refrained from any humiliated expression possible, the part of the mother in the photo was explicitly cropped. What was essential to Jesus’s Charity was to put a human face on all the voiceless children who had been and still are being enslaved by social terrorists who will do whatever is required to torture and socially enslave me.

Is that baby a child of God, with dignity and fraternal rights that make possible for him to grow unconditionally loved, never reduced as an object nor to be used to enforce a fake parallel reality…

Can anyone say that a child who is being used for criminal purposes and predatory social slavery (social slavery by itself is a crime against personhood, but besides that, the crime is being enforced in the most vulnerable and unable to defend themselves or even be able to be conscious of how they are being used as “social objects instead of their dignity be recognized unconditionally, as it should be expected in a proper rule of law) can know how truly “be loved” is meant to be? Can be know what “grow as a free person” can mean, as he is being enforced predatory social slavery upon him, both by the store employees, by the own biological female progenitor who is lettin the child being used as a social war ammunition within a social forced communication contex (everything was totally socially manipulated with the explicit criminal psychosocial violent intention of controlling and manipulate my perception of reality at the store where I was: EVEN THE SMOOTHIE I BOUGHT WAS ALTERED ON PURPOSE BY THE COSTCO EMPLOYEE, WITHOUT MY CONSENT, AND EVERYBODY KNEW) that was totally coordinated to happen not only within the own store, but when I was in the car (remember: I was already being toxic gassed while I was in transit in direction to the store, so I would need to go to the bathroom as soon I arrived) and ALSO… eventually, in my own “work” place (I did not notice which was the supossed “connection” with the slaved child and the eventual social slavery enforced at the “forced labor camp” was, because precisely yesterday there was only one kids meal in my whole shift… but the “social pattern” of “connecting” how children are being socially slaved in places I need to shop and how children are being socially slaved in the forced labor camp I am forced to stay as “employee” when I am not even paid enough to pay for my own food… is quite evident. At the same time the social slavery of children increased at the work of tortures, it also increased in other places).

Yes, the expression “forced labor camp” describes way better the social slavery context of my “forced professional environment”: I am enforced social slavery with such despicable socially predatory practices that I am totally unable to get a job in which I can work LEGALLY, without the employer OWNING MY NATURE and forcing me to work while also being tortured and even while injured and caused pain and extreme psychosocial distress ON PURPOSE), with deliberate, explicitly and socially predatory intention of using clients and even children FOR SOCIAL SLAVERY PURPOSES, SOCIALLY SLAVING THEM AT THE SAME TIME? Lessons that should had been learned in the Jew Holocaust (toxic gassing can´t never be legitimazed or even normalized, forced labor can´t never be legitimazed nor normalized, social abortion can´t even be assumed as “thinkable”, ever again).

What is “social abortion”? The sistematic dehumanization of a whole people within a society. In this case, the systemic dehumanization is being enforced not only unto me, via direct social slavery: it is also had been and is being enforced upon all those (not a few at all along all these years of social war state) whose social interaction, whose forced social communication or whose very social civil functions are reduced to “mere objects” to be used to manipulate the social context around me and enforce social slavery upon me… and where some are systematically dehumanized (like if happens with those who are aborted), there is a whole nation already socially slaved with predatory systemic depersonalization.

I have explicitly and publicly stated my resignation of such “American citizenship” that the facto had never been functional. A nation that normalizes social slavery practices is not a nation: it is a cultural dictatorship. In the case of the United States, radical capitalism is the cultural dictatorship, and that can be seen around me quite consistently, in how all kinds of marketing material and brands are also socially manipulated with the explicit intention not only of getting profits, but of getting them at the cost of the personhood bloodshed that is being caused upon me and those socially slaved to social slave me. The social slavery reached the point where all my “human rights” had been violated, the full 30 human rights, as I already explained in “When voices become noises…” and to the point of “no-social-communion-permanent-state” as I stated a few paragraphs ago. Just to mention two very evident human rights violations commited yesterday and recently: yesterday the smoothie at Costo was altered to cause a non-ordinary biochemical state after consuming it… and at the same time way stronger-than-usual psychosocial violence was enforced at the forced labor camp, with the explicit intention of “bother me” (one client told it explicitly: “give me more ketchup, I am doing this simply TO BOTHER YOU”… and that was only the beginning of the whole night shift. So, they cause at the same time altered biochemical state with a smootie that should had been “served” in a legal contex, BESIDES BEING SOCIALLY SLAVED WITH SOCIAL SLAVED CHILDREN WHILE BEING “SERVED” THE SMOOTHIE… to then being even MORE socially-slaved-than-usual at the work of tortures to deliberately attempting me to loose control of my emotions and mind focus. My PERSONHOOD NATURE is being OWNED by my employer, by my progenitors (who also commit toxic gassing and bioterrorism, and by the clients I am supposed to “serve” (the more accurate word here would be “THAT I AM BEING SOCIALLY FORCED TO HEAR AND EXPOSE TO THEIR SOCIAL CONTEXT MANIPULATIONS)… and of course, I am being “owned” by the Goverment who instead of acting according to rule of law and human rights… prefers to engage in a whole Truman Show power-abuse enforcement, answering to social terrorism with commiting even MORE BLOODY social terrrorism WITH THEIR PSYOPS. The “United States flag” (it should be named “the Slaved States of America´s flag) is stained with the blood of the countless completely innocent people sacrificed in the name of a supposed “rule of the people” that actually is a power-narrative-bloody enforcement upon the psychosocially-violent teared-personhood of all those who had been socially massacred via social slavery in the supposed “Land of the Free.” Keep counting, because the “represalias” in the work of tortures for daring to state the truth exactly as it unfolded yesterdays and in the last weeks… will be MONUMENTAL. They can´t stand the truth be told nor lived, period. At whatever cost, including the cost of personal blood, their power-enforcing narrative MUST RULE AND ORDER ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING, NO MATTER HOW ILLEGAL AND DEPERSONALIZING IT CAN BE.

Another very evident violation of my human rights is the denial of intellectual property of my own creations: the children book that I self-published and I requested to be erased and unpublished, especially taken out of Amazon, is still available. I requested this months ago already… but they fake “not being able to answer the emails” as an excuse to let the book remain “available”. The true reason behind this is that the truth won´t be allowed to be recognized, never. At whatever cost, the US military keep enforcing PSYOPS to enforce missinformation and a whole social paralell reality enforced not only via social slavery, but also via truth-denialism, communion-denialism… and lastly, full dignity-denialis. Human Rights in the United States are a cute “social ornament” that is supossed to be there only for decorative purposes, beginning with the fact that they themselves do not recognize the authority of any Human Rights International Courts: they can claim to any other country that they are commiting crimes against humanity, but they wont allow anyone to make them accountable for doing exactly the same, with the same nature of tactics that were used before in a “War on Terror” that legitimized the use of torture and dehumanizing psychological violent treatment to prisioners with the excuse of “national security threat”. Exactly what gives any culture “the right” to be above all other cultures´ most basic and fraternizing civil duty: respecting all human rights unconditionally? The cruelty that had been enforced via social slavery by the Goverment of the United States, the social massacre of so many innocents that had been enforced an alloed… no, that can´t be recognized to ever happen, not in the “most powerful nation of the world” OR BY THE MOST “POWERFUL” NATION OF THE WORLD. The whole Children´s Holocaust that became the Personhood Holocaust… that can´t be allowed to be recognized, not in a supposedly “people ruled land” that is supposed to be prosperous and “powerful”. The power-narrative enforcement issue is there: personhood won´t be able to articulate their own free personhood narrative if it conflicts with the power-narrative enforcement of any of the sides of this social war state. At whatever cost, the social context MUST be manipulated to “fit” the interests of those supposedly “powerful” who prey their social predatory practices upon the most vulnerable and innocent.

Innocents keep being sacrificed (exactly like it happened before the Discovery of America”) to each-side´s-of-this-social-war respective “god of power”: either for “the fatherland´s power-narrative enforcement purposes” or to “the social terrorist’s power-narrative enforcement”, social slavery being enforced over and over again… to the point that a whole personhood holocaust is already “in progress”: this is not merely a bunch of “personhood bloodsheds” commited once there and once here… No: this is a whole social massacre of the innocents, of the voiceless, of civilians that are being stripped of the very own personhood, especially among those who are totally unable to defend themselves… and the ones among those whose dignity is being violated the most are… the children.

Look at the innocence of that child that was socially slaved to socially slave me… Look at him straight to the eyes, confronting face-to-face, as I had been asked in prayer before, the most gruesome intrinsic evil among all the other intrinsic evils that had been systematized and enforced via social slavery around me. He is the “face” that was meant to be the face of all the voiceless innocents that had been socially slaved around me, over and over again.

Since when has the social massacre of innocents become an acceptable “social norm”? Since when the enforcement of a “power-rule narrative”, no matter which “powerful” are the ones enforcing it with any form of social slavery or social abortion… began to have more value than respecting human dignity of everyone unconditionally with a true rule of law? When did the profits of brands begin to have more value than the most basic civilian notion: unconditional respect of a person’s nature, letting everyone become who they are called to be? Who is the “power-rule” that determines the “personhood selection” that keeps being enforced via social slavery: who can be allowed to be granted to have a recognized personhood only according to the power-narrative of the power-rule “social understanding” that is being enforced upon all via social slavery, committed even at a whole commercial-marketing level? That is the cost of being “free” in the Slaved States of America: being forced to remain socially slaved… upon the covenience of those in the position of “power-rule”. That also applies at the commercial-economical level.. because whatever social slavery is being enforced, there is always a common factor among all the forms possible to be enforced: it is being done either by committing direct economic oppression or it is being committed among those who are most economically oppressed. Puerto Rico is the poorest territory of the United States by far. In the same way no one chooses social abortion voluntarely, it is either enforced with explicit social manipulation that normalizes the dehumanization of some for their own profit´s purposes, or it has to be chosen due economic oppresion… exactly the same thing applies to social slavery: it is never willed, you need an oppresive economic factor to force those who are being socially slaved to endure it and “accepting as social norm.”

My dogs are being tortured as I write this. Not even the innocence of pets are being spared of this War on Personhood. In the same way America was once colonized, now personal formation, our very own personhood nature, is attempted to be colonized. Don´t count with Jesus Charity or with the “In God we trust” that is written on the dollars to cover up that extremely unjustice that is being enforced upon all with such bloody social corruption enforced so broadly, over and over again.

You can all be forgiven and I constantly embrace the grace to forgive those who socially slave me, but that doesn´t mean that God is complicit with sin, nor with social structures of sin. He can´t deny Who He Is. Truth shines by itself, without any need of fake social manipulations or of any fabricated social context at all. Of course that as His Living Church I am called to affirm the dignity of all those children and most innnocent that had been and are being socially massacred, over and over again, since years ago.

Look at tha child straight to the eyes. Look the “ordinary look appearance” of what is happening around, when everything that happened at that moment was explicitly socially manipulated via social slavery, enforced both upon that child and upon me by that female progenitor… and by the Costco employee that complied with all the social control-torture tactics committed (they already knew I would get the smoothie when getting out of the bathroom, it was already paid, but it was still unprepared, on purpose, when I came back to the bathroom: the Costco employee needed me to force me via social slavery to “wait for the smoothie in the counter”, so the predatory social slavery that was already planned to be enforced could be able to happen.

All this “deliberate intrinsic evil acts social consent” doesn’t happens by its own. The deepest root behind all these forma of social slavery and social abortion is… the notion of parenthood as being only possible according to “planned parenthood” abortive parameters, without any context of growing-together-in-communion and recognize everyone unconditionally as person with inherent dignity, from from first heart-beat to last brain activity… well, that “social notion” accepted as “thinkable” and “culturalized” have ravaged all the ethical principles that should be assumed in the first place. In a context of getting-as-much-profits-as-possible and have-a-good-branding-image, anything —including commiting social slavery and preying socially in the most innocent— can be accepted as normal, as long as it is convenient for the power of the brand and the economic interests involved. So, from a “planned parenthood” culturalized social abortion scenario, now a “selected personhoood” emerges as a social norm becoming totally normalized: those in power are those able to “select” who is granted to function socially as person —always according their own interests— and who is allowed to grow as “influencers” of their own power-narrative-enforcement agendas… and become “the best person they can me” always in the context of “branding interes,” never allowed to grow as the best person they can be simply due their inherent dignity. This is so true that human dignity is systematically violated over and over again in the economic sense, enforcing minimum wages that everybody know that are not dignity-based or family-based wages, simply because for radical capitalism being able to function, it must pray on the poorest to be able to get the most profits possible to the richest.

Communion… sadly, is nowhere to be found… but the surprising fact is: nobody is interested on any kind of communion —including social communion— either. The power that rules is the power of money: growing in profits and keeping a profitable “branding image” at whatever cost. If human personhood nature must be destroyed, manipulated socially, slaved socially or sacrificed as a social abortion in the name of keeping a good “branding image”, it will be done, and even commited by the very own Goverment first.

Look at that child. Look at him. Look at the “normalcy around,” how social slavery is fully assumed as a “normal part” of society.

Forgive my very exagerated smile. I did it to “fit the social context” (I am expected to enjoy being socially slaved over and over again… and anyone is expected to smile at a selfie, so I smiled). I also did it smiling at Jesus Charity: here we are, we did it, we have a face to face all the voiceless children that are being socially slaved around us to socially slave me.

Look at the absolute complete innocence of that human being, his totally unaware-of-how-he-is-being-socially-slaved face expresion. Look at the progenitor female, deliberately avoiding my camera (she saw me doing what I was doing, it was not expected because I have as a usual norm to never take picture of children, but this was a very necessary exception). Look at the completely “cluelees” appearance of those in the back, while a complete social trafficking scenario was being enforced via social slavery.

Kids like that one are being socially slaved around me, over and over again, even younger. Even pregnancies have been totally fabricated simply to manipulate the social context and give the impression that “there is growth” in enforcing social slavery as it is being done.

That depends a lot on how “growth” can be understood. Of course you don’t expect me assuming socially slavery as “growth”, right? Of course, all of you are in all your due right of believe whatever you want. Where there is no truth, there is no communion, and where is no communion, there is no personal growth possible at all, no matter how much your brand may “grow” with whatever profits you may get enforcing via social slavery whatever is convenient to your own agenda.

What can’t be done is pretending to normalize as “possible” and even “socially acceptable” to pretend to own someone’s understanding of reality and a person’s NATURE (the social dimension is part of the personhood nature) simply enforcing social slavery over and over again, with tremendously illegal and socially predatory practices. You, in your own lives, can attempt to affirm whatever is more “convenient” to your own agendas… but you can’t enforce via social slavery your own agenda unto others, as it is being done socially slaved the most innocent to social slave me.

To that kid, and to all the others that had been socially slaved around me, we say: we are deeply sorry. You have dignity. You have value. You have your own dreams to dream and your own personhood to cultivate and become the best person you can be. Who you are and who you are called to be has value… simply because you have your own dignity to be respected and even celebrated. No one can be allowed to forced socially ANYONE to function as “social war weapon” of either side of this social terrorist war, nor for any other purpose.

Here is a very brief list of all the international human right conventions that are being systematically violated through years by the Goverment of the United States and even by the Catholic Church (children had been tortured and socially slaved in Catholic schools in which I worked). The Goverment of the United States either have commited the violations of these statues in the sense of “social terrororism war state” (and there is a clear “legal loophole”: no one recognizes the status of “social war state” as possible, it is always assumed that war can only be belically armed, not “socially armed”) as part of their psyops or either allowing social terrorists to commit them. Of course the United States is quite an expert looking “legal loopholes” to justify the unthinkable, as it happened with the torture commited in Guantanamo with the excuse of a “war on terror.”

These are a brief exposition of all the conventions that the facto are being violated by the Goverment of the United States with the practice of enforcing/allowing the enforcement of social slavery upong children for using them/allowing them to be used as social war ammunition/social context manipulation:

1. United Nations Convention on the Rights of the Child (CRC) – 1989

Article 38: Requires states to take all feasible measures to ensure children under 15 do not take part in hostilities or are recruited into armed forces. It’s one of the most widely ratified human rights treaties.

2. Optional Protocol to the CRC on the Involvement of Children in Armed Conflict (OPAC) – 2000

Raises the minimum age for compulsory recruitment and direct participation in hostilities to 18 years. Bans non-state armed groups from recruiting anyone under 18 under any circumstances.

3. International Labour Organization (ILO) Convention No. 182 – 1999

Worst Forms of Child Labour Convention Defines the forced recruitment of children for use in armed conflict as one of the “worst forms of child labor.” Requires immediate action to prohibit and eliminate such practices.

4. Rome Statute of the International Criminal Court (ICC) – 1998

Defines conscripting or enlisting children under 15 into armed forces or using them in hostilities as a war crime. Applicable in both international and non-international armed conflicts.

5. Geneva Conventions and Additional Protocols

The Additional Protocols (1977) to the Geneva Conventions include specific protections for children. Protocol I (Art. 77) and Protocol II (Art. 4.3) emphasize that children under 15 should not be recruited or used in hostilities.

A socially armed conflic is as psychologically violent and as personhood bloodsheding as a belic armed conflict: it is a matter of switching the kind of damage that is being intented to be inflicted. “Social arm” and using personhood as “live ammunition” of a social war or even as SOCIAL WAR FIELD is as criminal and as wounding as any belic armed conflict.

To all these social slaved children we say: we are sorry that no one saw you as God sees you and knows you. One day it will be understood: you have the right to be free to be formed, raised and educated according to your best growth possible as person as a citizen of good, according to the Creator-inherently-given-dignity that you posses unconditionally. Socially slaving children for enforcing truth-denialism in a whole social-context-criminal-manipulation level should had never meant to become a social norm. You matter for WHO YOU ARE, not for how you can be used to manipulate a social context or to be used as “live ammunition” of a social war. You have a beautiful capability to make better growth choices than the ones before you. The human dignity of everyone must be respected unconditionally, but beginning with those most vulnerable among us: you.

Jesus Charity loves you, children. He is sorry for you being used like that, something that was not done according to His vision. You are not meant to be offered “as live sacrifice” to comply with social war objectives. You have the right of a life lived according to your own dignity being recognized uncontidionally, not according to whatever is convenient to a power-narrative being enforced unto you, or through you, with cults to death (cults that doesn’t respect human dignity and sacramental dignity of everyone unconditionally).

While I prayed for this child and all the children who had been socially slaved around me… unconditional grace began to fall (rain).

I have witnessed in silence so many wonders, even in the most cruelest circumstances… that I am totally sure He will transform all this Children’s Holocaust into a radiation of His new life.

We are so sorry for the social slavery that keeps being enforced on children…

Let Him teach you how you are called to become the best person you can be.

Lets pray together for the unconditional recognition of the dignity of every person and the right of everyone being unconditionally granted as unconditional right the freedom to form as person according to their own nature and dreams, inside the context of a proper and truth-based rule of law and proper growing-together-in-communion social context… because that is part of adoring Him with our whole growth.

Jesus Charity, we adore You with our whole growth…

Por todo atentado contra la verdad acometido en Tu Nombre, Dios que eres Haz, te pedimos perdón. Fiat lux.

Por todo atentado contra la caridad acometido en Tu Nombre, Dios que eres Amor, te pedimos perdón. Fiat charis.

Por todo atentado acometido contra la fraternidad humana acometido en Tu Nombre, Dios que eres Vida, te pedimos perdón. Fiat pax.

Por todo atentado contra la fraternidad sacramental acometido en Tu nombre, Dios que eres Trinida, te pedimos perdón. Fiat fraternitas.

Por todo atentado contra la familia acometido en Tu Nombre, Dios que eres Comunión, te pedimos perdón. Fiat unitas.

Por todo atentado contra Tu Alianza acometido en Tu Nombre, Dios que eres Don, te pedimos perdón. Fiat dignitas…

Fiat crescere communio.

#TheStarChallenge


Crescere

The text I am sharing in this blog post is the last “contemplative text” that remains “timed” to be shared in a forced communication context. Yes, to control all the communications forms of a human is already a “cognitive beheading”… but there is another kind of “beheading” going on:

Not allowing to incarnate His Word is also separating His Head (Act In Persona Christi) of His body (Being In Persona Ecclesiae). A Church that can’t live His sacramental memory as called to… is being beheaded.

Both “beheadings” are happening at the same time. 

Saint Paul’s words of Jesus being “the Head” and the Church being “the body” had always been understood “in a hierarchical-gender sense”: men are meant to be “in the top.” Well… nobody has understood those words in a non-hierarchical way: both head and body are needed. The “Head” is the “sacramental memory”  to be formed as a supernatural act… and Jesus is the “memory” that must be “done”. The “Body” is the “incarnated personhood” that is to be formed as a natural being… that is not hierarchical at all, both are needed to be living Eucharist, to be Church being the living body she has been created to be, and to Jesus being the living Person He has come into this world to be… until the end of history. The “history of salvation” keeps happening as He keeps being “incarnated” as a “living body” in the personal ecclesial formation of all those who “plasmate” their whole personal formation “according to His Word” as “incarnated”: “This is my heart, let it be done in me according to Your Word…”

There is a gesture I had done a lot in mass, while praying the “Our Father” or while receiving the Eucharist: the hands being crossed over the heart. 

Well, now I know, that “hand-cross gesture” is what the Virgin Mary did while Jesus consecrated the Eucharist, with very deep “recogimiento” (sorry, I don’t know a translation for that word in English) while embracing the deep mistery that “overpowered” her again exactly as it happened in His incarnation. Yes, she already told the words “let it be done unto me according to Your Word” in the incarnation, not yet knowing what that would mean later… what changed between the two times the same thing was said was the “this is my heart” part. The second time she doesn’t said “this is the slave of the Lord…” No, this time she says “this is my heart, let it be done according to Your Word”. Nobody understands that “missing part” of the mass yet. Yes, I have done that gesture for years, not understanding fully why.

Well, if you understand that you can’t act only “in persona Christi”, that you also NEED to act “in persona Ecclesie” when you act “in persona Christi” because what doesn’t happen naturally first won’t happen supernaturally either (grace “plenifies” nature, doesn’t “substitute” it), and being a “living Church” is the “natural way” (the “personal way”) that Jesus chose to act in the supernatural way (the “sacramental way”)… you will realize: besides Christ’s words at the consecration, you NEED “the living Church” words also (Mary was the first living Church), and that is transconsecration of the heart. So… Jesus is the Head, the living Church is His living body… and both are needed to become living Eucharist: the consecration to act in persona Christi (His “sacramental memory” is the Head) and the transconsecration to be in persona Ecclesiae (His “personal incarnation”‘as the Body). 

So, Mary’s words are the ones meant to be used as “transconsecration sacramental ceremoniale”. SHE WAS THE FIRST LIVING CHURCH, so they both (Jesus and Mary) became, in different senses, Living Eucharist when the Last Supper happened. She was the “living body” that made the Living Eucharist possible to be incarnated (and this applies in her literally, even in the natural sense, she was the one who allowed Him to be come a living incarnated person and Person, since the very beginning, in the incarnation). Jesus was the memory that made the Living Eucharist possible to be incarnated (literally, in the supernatural sense, since the very beginning, as living incarnated sacrament, since the Last Supper): “This is my Body… This is my Blood… do this in memory of Me…”

Mary was the first one who adored HIM becoming together a LIVING INCARNATED EUCHARIST, adoring Him in SPIRIT AND TRUTH, and nobody noticed… because it is not meant to be an “espectacle”… its is meant to be… revealed.

What happened… nobody saw it. Nobody was able to, and if she would have told it, nobody would have understood… and she would have been totally “known by force”… Really, you don’t know how it happens until you are revealed it happened, and revelation doesn’t happen in a day, is progressive…

You need a lot of progress to be able to understand this: the Mass will be incomplete without a woman’s words, because the Church has always been a SHE. Even priests —I mean, ordained priests—  need to be “In Persona Ecclesiae” too, they can’t only act “In Persona Christi” if they are meant to become a living Eucharist…. in the same way all Christians, in a “common sense way”, need to act “In Persona Christi” and also BE “In Persona Ecclesia”. Wherever they are, they ARE the living Church, and they must become aware of that to then learn how to act “In Persona Christi” according to God’s will to fulfill both their sacramental vocation and growing-together-in-communion vocation.

We don’t know what is more rare right now: an ordained priest being concious of both acting “In Persona Christi” and being “In Persona Ecclesie” (no, no ones does it, they even don’t have formators to learn that) or a lay being concious of their call of act “In Persona Chisti” and also BEING “In Persona Ecclesiae” (lay… don’t have formation at all as domestic churches) wherever they are in the middle of the world. Being “In Persona Ecclesiae” happens first, it begins as gifted grace at baptism… but the eclessial personal formation keeps plenifying and growing on as we act more and more “In Persona Christi”, embracing more and more graceful giftedness, and at the same time becoming a more and more graceful giftedness, until becoming along Him the Living Eucharist that Christ and the Church are called to be together as “una sola cosa” (entity).

In the same way Jesus is “sacramentally ordered” (He can’t ACT in any way that is not “sacramentally”), the living Church is “personally ordered” (She can’t BE in any way that is not “personal” according to His memory; she can’t “incarnate personally” in any way thay is not in order to live His Charity; she can’t form as person in any way that is not “according to His Word”). 

In my excepcional case, this is SO true that memory (now I mean: my neurobiological memory) only functions best when I am praying or in dialogue with my family of Heaven. This has “natural causes” to be happening now, as anyone will understand while reading this text: as you keep loosing all “personal meaninfulness” and all your “communication forms” keep being controlled by force and you keep being “known by force”, loosing every “personhood sense”… well, Jesus literally becomes the only “possible memory” [even in the neurobiological sense, because your only “human communication” possible is with Heaven] you had ever had of who you truly are and who you are truly called to be.

Said in a very few words: what you will read in this text is the whole process of how all “words” around me became “noises”, until He became my only “living memory” of who I am and who I am called to be. Quite literally. My own voice became “lost in noises”. I am not able to hear me: I am able to hear my family of Heaven and then hear me in them. That didn’t happened before, not in that very literal sense, that applies even in the “memory function” way. Right now, the only “noises” I hear as “voice” are theirs; all other “voices” are “noises.”

Yes, I could say so much more, exactly as it happened with Mary… but this has never meant to be happening in a “forced communication” context, with more and more torture being enforced, with a whole Truman Show happening, with more and more social control-torture tactics being enforced as if the human creature could ne “owner” of its own being, that has been been freely given by our Creator… 

This was not meant to be a “beheading” either, in any sense, as it had being since a very long time.

So I won’t say a single forced-communication contemplative word after this text. All you will “hear” after this text, in the videos or the few tweets I do share by force (no matter how I communicate, it will be controlled by others… besides also being controlled biologically with toxic gassing and also being controlled socially with social control-torture tactics)… will be about what happens around me. 

As I describe several times at the end of this text, I am simply going from one kind of “exile” to other kind of “exile.” In the real sense, I had already been exiled for a long time ago, it is only a matter of becoming “oficially recognized,” something that is way beyong my “choice,” especially when it is a whole Goverment who is enforcing a whole parallel social reality. The worst has not come from domestic terrorists being allowed to act: the worst had come from a Goverment acting exactly as domestic terrorists do.

I had already been “gone” for a long time, for all the social and biological functional purposes. I had been forced to function as a “war field” and a “war ammunition” I had never been created to be nor called to become, besides also being forced to remain victim of all kinds of tortures in the same cruel and totally unethical way Jews were experimented by Mengele… but in the “mind” sense… 

I am quoting Saint Paul’s words now: “But we have the mind of Christ […] Be renewed in the spirit of your minds, and clothe yourselves with the new self, created according to the likeness of God in true righteousness and holiness.”

That is being “reborn”: being “re-new.” I am a “re-new” creature in Him, for Him and with Him.

So… if my words and nature are not allowed to be according to His Word and to be revealed as He created human nature to be, let them remain silent and “hidden” by my family Heaven, as you can see in the digital “drawing” that illustrates this blog post.

Let us go “Into the West” and remain adoring Him with our whole growth. That is not a mere “drawing”: its “drawing more to Christ” together as a family of Heaven. You may “see” I am alone (I mean, in the physical sense). I am not. I had ever been “drawn to Him”, and that won’t change: His new albor will always remain “inside” of me… no matter how I am being tortured even unto…

Well, JK Rowling created an amazing word for describing this: crucio!

Quoting Saint Paul again [he died beheaded]: If we live, we live for the Lord. If we die, we die for the Lord. Whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord.

I have already said what He wanted me to say and “formed me” to incarnate.

What you do with what He says, that’s your part of the history, not mine.

I already have chosen to “do as He says,” as you could read in the Christmas Eve or Christmas Day chronicle.

Whatever happens, I belong to Him, and that won’t change: this charity alliance stands as bright as the New Albor He has chosen to radiate this way… He is One that is increasing, in the same way the light of a sunrise keeps increasing and increasing, ever more…  

Illum oportet crescere… Crescere… Crescere… Crescere…

This is my heart: let it be to me done according to His Word…

Editorial Note: This text probably has a ton of misspellings because I wasn´t allowed to use a spell checker properly. I chose not to waste energy “fighting” what is out of my control (the US government is the one who is surveilling and using the spell checker for social control-torture tactics), so I barely used the spell checker and focused on content.

A New Albor Has Come (Yes, We Can Grow Best: Revised Version).

There is a season for everything,

and a time for every affair under the heavens.

A time to give birth, and a time to die;

a time to plant, and a time to uproot the plant.

A time to kill, and a time to heal;

a time to tear down, and a time to build.

A time to weep, and a time to laugh;

a time to mourn, and a time to dance.

A time to scatter stones, and a time to gather them;

a time to embrace, and a time to be far from embraces.

A time to seek, and a time to lose;

a time to keep, and a time to cast away.

A time to rend, and a time to sew;

a time to be silent, and a time to speak.

A time to love, and a time to hate;

a time of war, and a time of peace.

Ecclesiastes 3, 1-8

Today is the Day of the Discovery of Puerto Rico, also known by me as “the Jibarito Luz Day”. Congratulations to all those who can celebrate being a Jibarito Luz and a state of new albor, a growthful state.

I wrote in the last blog post that the final revision of “Yes, We Can Grow Best!” was expected to be done for Thanksgiving. Well, it was planned to be shared today from the very first moment, but I preferred to remain silent about that moment. It is the first time I successfully attempted to complete two editorial revisions at the same time: today I finished the editorial revision of “Goeiz,” a children´s growthful story, and also completed the editorial revision and sharing of the text I am sharing in this post, “Yes, We Can Grow Best: Keys for a Growthful Philosophy of Education.” “Goeiz” will now go on to creative revision; “Yes, We Can Grow Best!” is ready to be shared now.

It was chosen to complete both revisions today because both texts are dedicated to Puerto Rican children: the first one is dedicated to all Puerto Rican children; the second one is dedicated to my students, who are Puerto Rican children too.

For someone as creative as me, it can sometimes be very hard to wait for the proper time to act. It can be even harder to not share the exact time of sharing something, but I am upon the flaming Holy Spirit´s orders.

So… surprise! Here you have “Yes, We Can Grow Best!”, a few days before than you would have expected it.

In yesterday´s dream, I was dressed in the Jibarita Luz flag dress, and in today´s dream, I was dressed in the transconsecrated Jibarita Luz dress (all white, with transconsecrated splashes, but only of metallic new albor tones; the transconsecration colors were in the bow of the bouquet, not in the dress). Yesterday’s flower bouquet was a rainbow roses bouquet with a magical thread bow; today, the bouquet was sunflowers, lavender, and baby breath of several colors bouquet, also tied with a magical thread bow, with a Goeiz also attached to it.

In yesterday’s dream, we talked about how when you tell a story, everything has its proper moment, and you gotta have a “creative vision” to see everything with God´s Love eyes. As we incarnate God´s Love and become who we are called to be, we BECOME the story; we become HIS incarnated history of salvation, his incarnated growthful Love story… that, according to His eyes, is also a “new albor family history.”

So, here we are, with a bunch of talents and giftednesses, serving the common good and serving God as we are called to, making possible the healing of children and of all those who are called to become a “new people of new albor”.

Yesterday, a kite flyed and formed a Goeiz in the sunrise. Today, the kite become a butterfly, flying along rainbow clouds… from my hand. That freedom is for those beloved children of God Love-with-us.

Everything has its season under the sun… and this is a growthful season for all the beloved children of His Heart: letting His children grow is also letting His Heart grow.

Yes, His history of salvation had been told so many times… but in each person His history of Love becomes a unique growthful Love story, interwoven as a magical thread that keeps forming more and more Goeiz among the rainbow clouds… until the kite simply keeps flying on, keeps growing on, keeps glowing on, keeps blooming on (all the sunflowers of the nearby growthful field followed the light…)

So, as Will says, we become the story… we become His history…

Each story is a celebration of “conversion”: a celebration of becoming who we are meant to be as “we, the family of new albor” (who is accompanying me from Heaven) and also who we are called to be as the best person we can be, as the living sacrament of God-Love we are called to be to radiate the unique light we are called to be among that firmament full of a via lucis of living stars that preceded us and celebrate with us who we are today in Love, with Love, and for Love.

As we become a “Patria Nueva”, we also become a “new family” for those children who are meant to become the new people of new albor we are all called to be, begining with them.

At the end of the following scene, Will´s fathers finally becomes a “Big Fish”. Yes, each “conversion” is greatly celebrated in Heaven… begining with my own. Among everything what is happenning, we still celebrate that I embraced the grace to convert and become who I am called to be. I didn´t waited until the last moment to chose to embrace that “conversion call”, but, like Will´s father, we are all called to become a BIG LIGHT (not a Big Fish… a BIG LIGHT) that goldens the whole horizon with more and more new albor and creating home sparks.

We are not called to be remembered by our faces: we are called to be remembered like a star of a via lucis, for the light we shone as we “wrote” our growthful Love story on Earth and that we continue to write in Heaven, sometimes in very extraordinary ways, because it was granted to be that way, not because we “deserved it.” Everything is grace. We are meant to be a “gifted people,” each one with a talent to radiate a unique light, and all those lights together form the “new people of new albor” we are called to be as equal brothers and sisters that embrace His new era of new fraternization.

Everything has its season under the sun… and we are meant to embrace God-Love´s given season of growthfulness for His children.

So… a new albor has come. And nobody can hide the light of a new albor.

A new albor has come to us. Christmas season begins today in Puerto Rico: a child has born to us, a Prince of Peace, a God-Hero, has come to us…

As the most importand biblical text of the theology of light (Isaiah 8,23;9, 1-6) says:

There is no gloom where there had been distress. Where once he degraded the land of Zebulun and the land of Naphtali, now he has glorified the way of the Sea, the land across the Jordan, Galilee of the Nations.

The people who walked in darkness

have seen a great light;

Upon those who lived in a land of gloom

a light has shone.

You have brought them abundant joy

and great rejoicing;

They rejoice before you as people rejoice at harvest,

as they exult when dividing the spoils.

For the yoke that burdened them,

the pole on their shoulder,

The rod of their taskmaster,

you have smashed, as on the day of Midian.

For every boot that tramped in battle,

every cloak rolled in blood,

will be burned as fuel for fire.

For a child is born to us, a son is given to us;

upon his shoulder dominion rests.

They name him Wonder-Counselor, God-Hero,

Father-Forever, Prince of Peace.

His dominion is vast

and forever peaceful,

Upon David’s throne, and over his kingdom,

which he confirms and sustains

By judgment and justice,

both now and forever.

The zeal of the LORD of host will do this!

The bold text was left written by Jesus Charity in the sand in last night´s dream… and I didn´t remembered it belonged to Isaiah 9; I found that out when I searched the biblical quote I remembered of the dream in Google. You think I do this with intelligence when everything is being grace´s giftedness. He really means to us being a growthful people, a growthful new kingdom of New Albor… and He was willed that since the discovery of America. I had been remembered again: this was how the evangelization of the New World was meant to happen since the beginning, including since the Discovery of Puerto Rico that we celebrate today: as a growing-together-in-communion story. The Taino people, the first native American people who were extinguished in the New World, in the first “living apostolic see” of the whole Americas, beat with light sparks, like a via lucis-in-us, along all those who preceded us and fought for who we are today as Americans, and for who we are meant to be as growthful Americans.

Sometimes, yes, society is meant to be challenged: traditions are meant to keep progressing as we keep progressing as a New Civilization of Love, changing all that doesn´t allow us to walk like He walked, to Love like He Loves, to help each other to grow as He does it. What has kept us in the colonizing era and in the social slavery era is meant to be challenged and abolished. We are literally creating new traditions, like beginning Christmas in Puerto Rico on November 19 with a “Merry Christmas” magical thread banner, eating epic victory roll on November 13, having Lovefull mash on Thanksgiving, baking a Growthful Christmas Tree of 52 gingerbread cookies, instead of baking a gingerbread house, for Christmas… but everything, all this “growthful creative project,” is part of creating the growthful society we are meant to be upon the bright light of His Living Eucharist that shines upon us as brilliantly as the sunshine shines with a goeiz. We are also meant to shine like a “goeiz sunshine” that also is a “Living Eucharist monstrance,” a living beacon of new life: He is Jesus Charity, the Morning Star that makes all things anew.

Let His Heart grow growthfully. Let Him grow through His beloved children: let them grow growthfully. Let His new people of new albor grow growthfully.

Part of allowing that growtfulness to happen is making possible that all His children can grow growthfully, and that is what this “Yes, We Can Grow Best!” is all about, beginning with the Puerto Rican children.

At the end of this post you have the attachment to read the revised version of “Yes, We Can Grow Best!: Keys for a Growthful Philosophy of Education“.

¡Viva Cristo Amor, that will always live and will reign forever in all the children we are helping to be, to do, to grow, to glow and to bloom!

Look at the next full moon, and celebrate the living Eucharist we are all called to be, guided through the new way of Love (mandatum novum do vobis…) along the sea, in the boat (from where the living goeiz flyes from: the magical thread was tied to the boat before keep growing on, glowing on, blooming on…), by the whole Holy Family of New Albor, because all lives matter, all loves matter… all His children matter.

Let´s keep growing together in communion!

Our Grace to Act… a Growthful Dream [Yes, We Can Grow Best: Part II]

There is an amazing scene from the movie “Batman Begins” that you can see in YouTube:

It is titled “The Will to Act“, and although I am not an expert in superhero movies, you can bet this is an amazing training scene, a scene of literally “hands-on” learning. Please, don´t even dare to mention “swords-on” learning, don´t let students know that concept, especially second-graders. They will take it literally and bring their swords to the classroom. I had a bunch of second-graders who never stopped asking me to bring wooden swords to the classroom; that is why I say “second-graders.”

As you will soon realize as you read this second part of “Yes, We Can Grow Best!” that contains the keys to a growthful philosophy of education… how a growthful education for my students was meant to happen. Of course, I never was granted the freedom to fullly act according to my own will. I was always exposed to toxic environments and social control tactics that greatly limited the performance of my will to the extent of only being able to act according to what others allowed or not to happen, nor according to what I willed to happen… and now, finally, I can expose what was meant to happen in my growthful classrooom, what mattered to me and the education I meant to give to my students while I was a teacher.

Despite having the will to act, as a teacher I was never allowed to have the freedom to act according to my own “growthful will” to act. However… I do have had and currently still have the grace to act in a way that I can make it possible for my students to know what mattered to me most as a teacher and what should have happened in my classroom, but I wasn´t allowed to… so this is it, students, this is it what you should know when the appropriate moment comes. This whole part II of the text “Yes, We Can Grow Best!” shares the grace I have received to learn to be, to do, to grow, to glow, and to bloom in a growthful way. This whole second part of the text, as currently shared, is wisdom-based, the fruit of pure grace to act and of the experiences I had as a teacher, including the experience of being changed by what I learned from my students; I haven´t yet reviewed the proper philosophy of education references, as I will do for the final version of this text —expected to be shared on Thanksgiving Day—, to corroborate that what I have written is actually what is meant to be: the full philosophical exposition of a whole philosophy of education.

So… sometimes… the grace to act matters as much as the will to act. Sometimes you are not allowed to have a will of your own to act, everyone can be assured I could have never willed what my students went through… but still, then you find out you do have the grace to act according to what is meant by God to be in unity of being and act, if you let the Holy Spirit act and focus in what matters, not in what happens.

This whole second part of “Yes, We Can Grow Best!” shared that grace to act that I received as a teacher, shared as a final living lesson to my students so they could have growthful healing, too. Nope, the evil of what happened to you as my students was not willed by God nor by me. What you can read in this text was what was willed by God´s grace and by me. This is meant to be our grace to act.

Guess from where such a beautiful grace can only come from? From Jesus Charity´s Heart. This is literally hearts-on learning, in every growthful sense possible to be applied. All this is not only the fruit of the grace I received through my students´ gaze, simply for serving them and them being who they are to God-Love-with-us, but also the grace I received through Jesus Charity´s gaze upon them and me.

There is a beautiful song video made by Celine Dion in Las Vegas, of her song “If I could“. Is a song that any loving parent would sing to their children… and it would be an amazing song to transform into a “loving teacher” song. You can hear the song here:

If I could… this growthful education I am explaining now would have been the education I had given you, beloved students: the truth-based, person-affirming and fraternizing education you desserved and needed. I tried. I did my best. Now I share, with this second part of this text, what was meant to happen in the growthful classroom I tried to create for you.

If I could… I would have erased completely the hateful social context of your human right to receive an education centered on you as a person… being violated over and over again… But I couldn´t. As a matter of fact, as I am writing these lines, I can´t escape neither the forced social context of my human rights being systematically violated, over and over again, even by the very own authorities that are supposed to serve the citizens honoring those rights unconditionally… In the same way, I can´t escape the social context of human rights violations, and neither could you… and is not my fault nor your fault; it is a systematic social dysfunction. The human rights violations that are allowed systematically in a single part of society will necessarily repeat themselves in other parts of the same society also, because the dysfunction is systematic and social; it’s not due to a personal “fault” but due to a dysfuntion in the way a whole society works. Usually these kind of dysfuntions are accepted as “normal” by the society where they happen.

Well, as you can see, I haven´t accepted them as normal, and I have had plenty of times to choose to assume them as “normal.” I pray you also learn never to accept any violation of human rights, either committed against you or around you, as “normal.” Wherever they happen, whenever they happpen, whoever does them, violations of human rights destroy peace, destroy lives, and destroy society from within.

So… here we are. Attempting to make God-Love-with-us an offering of peace for future generations, as we are called to do it, in the middle of the most absolute and complete lack of the rule of law.

You, beloved students —making possible your most growthful personal formation— are the victory of the saints, the victory of a new albor of this Morning Star that makes all things anew with a new language, never spoken before: the language of an integractive human personal formation consummated as a living work of Love, each one of you a unique living work of Love, that adores Him with the whole growth in this altar of new albor, in this “altar de la Patria”, as our growthfulness —achieved by the grace to act, because nor me nor you willed these human rights violations to happen— makes possible a new albor for everyone else. In order to make possible that new growthfulness to be radiated in a new way… some doors must be closed, and that is totally necessary.

I cried a little bit while writing this “closing-the-door-of-my-teacher-stage-of-life” post, but it is good and healthy to allow you to cry at the appropriate times. Nope, what happened to us —what authorities allowed to happen systematically, one school after another— shouldn’t have been allowed to happen to any child or student, but we can all become growthful after what we have learned together… from the experiences —also known as “unwilling learning”— we have shared together as teacher-students since the very first time I began to be a teacher, way before being a certified teacher, although I don’t talk explicitly about that part of my teaching experience in this text, here I only tell explicitly the certified-teacher experiences. Lessons can be learned from all this, for the other ones to come after us. I couldn´t eradicate the social context of human rights violations committed against you, and around you; that is true. But I could choose to be the example that another way to conceive a civilization is possible, that another way to teach is possible, that another way to conceive the education of our children is possible, allowing them, and you, to become the best you can be according to who you are and who we are called to be. That is the “growthful dream” I explain at the end of this text as the harvest of a new civilization of Love, of a growthful society.

You won´t need to hide like I am literally doing right now in order to be able to function socially due to the extreme violations of human rights around me. You will be able to have a free life and a free mind if the lessons of what was allowed to happen with us and around us are learned.

Beloved students: keep the grace, and forget the rest. Keep the best, and forget the rest. Dont let your wings be cut by the trauma, because you are meant to reach very high heights as the star-seeds you had always been, as the growthful stars you had always been.

Truly, there is nothing to forgive of anything of what you had been forced to do. You were forced. Nothing was your fault, nor mine. We can simply choose to focus in what was supposed to matter, not in what happened.

This text, “Yes We Can Grow Best!“, focuses in what matters, for you and for many students more to come. The whole writing process of this text had been a truly graceful and growthful healing process to close an extremely traumatic stage of my life. There is only one thing worst than being tortured: seeing innocent people being tortured due to who you are (what was being done to you and to me was to not allowing me to be, neither as teacher nor as the best person I could be)

Dare to be growthful, beloved students! That is the best social healing possible in these circumstances.

I am truly thankful for the time I was able to share with you and help you to grow. I repeat now how I paraphrased Randy Paush at the conclusion: my dreams for my students are very growthful: I want them to find their own path to fulfillment and achieve their own dreams. And given that I won´t be there, I want to make this clear: students, don´t try to figure out what I want you to become. I want you to become what you want to become, as long as you become the best person you can be in the process of becoming who you want to become, according to who you are and who you are called to be as an equal and dignified part of a growthful “we, the people”.

As I explain at the conclusion of the text, using the same tone that Helen´s teacher uses to say, “SHE KNOWS!”: “THEY GROW!” YOU GROW! And yes, you were the ones who let what mattered be in my classroom; you were the ones who gave me “the key for a growthful philosophy of education.” Well, technically, there are 17 keys right now, not only one key, but you get it. You can see the scene I am referring to now and that I also use at the conclusion (A Growthful Harvest: Launching a Growthful Society) here. It is a scene from the movie “The Miracle Worker“:

Wherever you are and wherever you go, whatever you become, dare to learn how to be growthful and do your best, because that is the best last living lesson I could ever give to you as the growthful teacher I meant and tried to be for you all. You will ever be the act of my growthful dream come true and the beginning of the launching of a growthful society: yes, we can grow best!

A few final comments must be included in this post in order to make possible the best understanding possible of this text.

The first one: as you may realize as you read the text, the perspective is not legalistic at all. Yes, about a thousand laws were violated through everything I have shared, but that had never been the main issue by itself to me. I do assume a very concrete legal issue in the “Growthful Healing” section, when I talk about the privacy issue: to what extent should a teacher keep her privacy duty if a student´s integrity is at risk and there is clear institutional abuse evidence in the private information that the student provides? If the scenario is about domestic abuse, all teachers are clearly told that in that case, the teacher must provide all the evidence, even if it is private information provided by the student. However, no one tells you explicitly the same if we are talking about institutional abuse. Should I photograph my students’ notebooks to demonstrate the institutional abuse pattern, even if their notebooks are meant to be private? Should I photograph their IEPs simply to show how the documents are being manipulated for institutional harassment purposes, even if that means breaching the student´s privacy? Legally speaking, that was the hugest issue to me. It took me a thousand years to realize that if I had the evidence to prove institutional abuse in courts, it was my duty to provide it to the competent authorities by whatever means I could in my very difficult circumstances: whatever I did in my devices (posting private posts, taking a photo, take a note in the note app of the iPhone…) was being seen and used at all moments both to commit abuse and also by the authorities to assess what was going on, and it was the second which mattered most at the end, because the firsts were the ones committing the crimes… and trust me when I say, there is a moment you get tired of playing mind games with the abusers who you know that are accessing what you do in your device… I have gotten used, due to the nature of the abuse, to having a totally public life, because wherever I am, whatever I do, no matter in which device I do it… everything had been seen for years by both authorities and criminals. I had been systematically denied the very possibility of a private life since my whole life… but my students should be denied that possibility also? The issue was very real… and in the end, preserving the integrity of the students had more weight than breaching the privacy… because it was already being breached by the criminals, no matter what I did or did not do. I realized that very, very, very evidently when a eighth grader in my home classroom had a clear anxiety attack when I put the movie “Justice League” for the first time in the classroom (I hadn´t seen the movie myself, but I knew the content was appropriate for them) and the movie begins with a song that says “EVERYBODY KNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWS, EVERYBODY KNOOOOOOOOWS…” She had a full-blown panic attack as she heard the song, and I gave her space instead of letting know to the very administration that was committing the abuse (they knew, of course, I described clearly what happened on my own device, and they hacked all my devices for their psychosocial control purposes). That factor was very determinant when I chose to “breach” the privacy of students on my own (that means: I knew whatever thing I put in my devices, no matter how “private” I could put it, would be seen by everybody who was hacking my devices): their privacy was being breached first by the abusers, and the students themselves knew they couldn´t do anything about that. I myself wouldn´t be helping them if I didn´t expose everything that was going on. The only way to keep the students empowered was by showing them explicitly, with the example, because no one would be able to recognize openly what was going on and why the abuse that the school administration did was wrong. However, my main issue is not legalistic at all; I simply limit myself to state facts, including evidently illegal facts… but for me… they were not only victims: they were people first, they were a personal identity first. I always had the “human dimension” of the whole abusive scheme very clear. If I did what I did was because I knew the students themselves deserved to know the truth, not merely as “evidence” to be shown in courts, but for themselves, so they could be able to understand at the appropriate moment why what was going on and what was being endured was so damaging to who they were meant to be as persons. This has especially deep connotations in the first school I describe in my text, which was the most institutionally abusive of all. I now know, I will face them in court someday, as I have clearly stated in my social media, that I know they read.

The second comment that must be made about this text is that… the lack of recognition of education as a human right is way more common than anyone could be able to realize. I myself had been a missionary in places in which students were totally unable to learn beyond very basic primary school (among Guarani indigenous in Paraguay), and we as missionaries could do anything about it because it was meant to be something done by the state, not by us (we did volunteer in the school, but our missionary focus was religious, not educative). Students among us may not realize what I have realized since being a missionary student in high school: not everybody has the privilege of being educated. Students have this tendency to think that school is mandatory torture, and they are suddenly shocked when you show them evidence that education… is still a privilege, not a human right at all. I read an article today or yesterday that said that 280 million children around the world are unable to go to school at all. I am not the best person at math at all, but doing very bad math here, and considering there are 2 billion children around the world right now… we are talking about TWENTY FIVE PERCENT OF CHILDREN OF THE WORLD BEING UNABLE TO RECEIVE AN EDUCATION AT 2024. Whoever thinks education is currently a human right is hugely mistaken: as it is right now, education functions more as a privilege for some, not as a human right for all. A lot, way a lot, must be done to reach populations in which schools are not yet built. I would dare to suggest creating a worldwide organization like Teachers Without Borders (like the organization Doctors Without Borders) to provide a regulated structure so there can be young teachers who volunteer to go teach somewhere where is needed and there are the language capabilities to teach (yes, you need to know the native language for being able to teach somewhere). Especial reinforcements should be given to the education provided to refugees or at war zones because that is the only window those children will have to a sense of “normalcy” in their infancy and childhood among such extremely exceptional socioeconomic circumstances. Schools should be unconditional sacred ground to everyone, especially in war zones… or in zones where there is no rule of law, as it has happened the facto where I had been teaching. Whoever dares to touch children and use them as war weapons, whoever dares to train children as terrorists, whoever tortures children at school, whoever kidnaps children from schools… should be prosecuted for a crime of war in international courts of justice. As a matter of fact, I have asked myself several times if the children´s holocaust I have described, very concretely in the first school, should be prosecuted directly at an International Court of Justice and not at a federal court.

A final comment about the revision process that will be followed next, after what is being shared now, with this Part II.

There are certain revisions of the text that I can´t be expected to be able to do now. One of the comments I have been made about the “progress” achieved in this text is that the glowers section is too short because I have no experience in how school mentorship works, what students think about the importance of school mentoring, and what difference it does to them to have a good mentor as systemic part of their educational background. Well, the observation is quite real, but the fact is: there is no school in Puerto Rico with mentors; I would have been commented that as a student teacher of the most important Faculty of Education on the island who already was doing comments about mentors being needed in schools. I had never seen a school with mentors, no one has them. So you may expect that in the long distant future, a wider revision of this text can be done when a growthful educational environment can begin to actually be reached, and I can know more about what a glower is meant to be from the student´s perspective. I could consider myself to have had “mentors” in my own school years because I had a very close relationship with some teachers and school personnel, but I had never seen a school-wide mentorship system work in a school setting, so I need more experience to handle the glowers section properly.

Despite that kind of evident limitations, totally normal to be expected in circumstances like these —there are things in this philosophical exposition that do not exist yet… worldwide. This is not merely a “national” limitation, this is not a matter of concepts like “psychopedagogist” or “psychohumanist”, among others, not existing yet in the United States: most of what I am exposing doesn´t exist yet in a worldwide sense—, the final version of “Yes, We Can Grow Best: Keys for a Growthful Philosophy of Education“, with all its revisions (including an “academic” and a final “editorial” revision, that will be done after the wisdom-based revision has been completed) is expected to be completed and shared on a next post in Thanksgiving. I won´t ruin surprises, but you can expect the following scene to be discussed in the Thanksgiving post:

Another scene that will be discussed in the Thanksgiving post, especially towards the topic of “closing doors” of my philosophical and certified teaching eras, will be this one:

Yes, this philosophical exposition is simultaneously the “closing scene” of my philosophical phase and my teaching phase of the growthful story of my life.

For now, the whole wisdom-based text version of “Yes, We Can Grow Best: Keys for a Growthful Philosophy of Education” is attached at the end of this blog post.

Let´s keep growing together in communion! 🌻

A Blessed Giftedness [Yes, We Can Grow Best: Part I]

I´m letting go

But Heavens knows

I loved you so

Hillsong

Mary did know from the very first moment of her fiat mihi secundumm verbum tuum that what she was doing would change humanity forever…

She knew.

No one realized it, except Elizabeth, but she knew…

There is a huge beautiful mystery in knowing: this is going to change humanity forever… and absolutely no one around being able to recognize so… the same happened when she finally was left with John, after Jesus ascended and the Holy Spirit came: she knew she was the first living Eucharist, with the Holy Spirit she was able to fully realize herself what happened since the very beginning, in ways no other human being could witness…

And she was humble enough to remain silent and let the apostles go through what they must go through to build the Church Jesus taught them to build…

Finally, at that point, Mary was able to understand what she had been doing “blindly” during her whole life…

And she remained completely silent. Humbly silent.

Over and over again, I have done things “blindly” in my life, simply because I was told to do so.

Well, I was asked to do things as I did until reaching this point of my life, and I am completely at peace, in every sense possible…

And now, well, integraction has already begun to exist systematically…

For every time I had done things simply because I contemplated God calling me to do so… I was given a very tender “thank you” from my family of Heaven and Mik. It does mean something huge for them.

My life can move on as I close the “teaching” and “philosophy” stages of my life as I end up writing “Yes, We Can Grow Best!” as a last living lesson —sharing the living lessons I was able to learn thanks to them— for my students. True, this text is technically “unshareable in a personal way”; authorities haven´t recognized yet publicly what happened, nor to me, nor to my students… but I am not exactly doing this to be understood or to be recognized, and that is very important to understand what I am sharing in this post. I am doing it solely upon God’s glory and for, in its due time, my students can understand: you had no fault at all in what we went through, but you do can choose to “keep growing on” after what we have endured.

In the same way, my “personal-intellectual life” can now move on, as I shared “On the Growth of the Human Personal Formation: The Nature” as I was called to. I am not meant to take further action upon that text. I am simply meant to move on to “On the Human Personal Formation”, but in the middle of those two texts, an “intellectual pause” is necessary to complete the text I am currently beginning to share: “Yes, We Can Grow Best!: Keys for a Growthful Philosophy of Education” so my “life stages” both as a philosophy student and as a teacher can end as they should be ended if would be allowed to do so properly, according to my dignity and my student´s dignity.

So, as I have been able to finish all these writings, all the “closing scenes” that I had been sharing in the previous texts, especially the ending scene of “On the Growth of the Human Personal Formation: The Nature,” have become “opening scenes.”

One very particular scene can be applied to my circumstances right now: the opening scene of “My Sister’s Keeper”. You can see it here:

Now I know: the history of my life and my “origin” wasn’t true at all.

I was also born “for a particular reason”, yet pending to be fully understood.

I was also “engineered for a particular reason”, but I don´t mean and engineering in a biological sense… but in the social sense. My progenitors attempted to “socially engineer me” with their long-life abuse and torture…

But, at the very end, now it is clear that who truly “socially engineered me” with an immaculate social conception was God Love himself. At all moments, my progenitors thought they had social control over me, engineering my personal formation “socially” according to their cruelty…

They now realize that God’s Love never allowed them to have such control; he was the one who “socially engineered me.” If you see the meaning of what a “social engineer” is in the text I am currently writing, you will realize what we mean.

I have explained explicitly and very clearly: there is no medical precedent of anyone else being able to survive what you survived. I should be dead, but I am meant to be alive. I am not a coincidence at all. I am meant to “save” many brothers and sisters, to be the “keeper” of many brothers and sisters, but in the first place, you have been immensely loved by God… the first one that matters is you. You are here because He loved you first, and that won’t ever change.

Of course, the contemplation of “My Sister’s Keeper” opening sequence is not a “coincidence” at all: I had also been explicitly warned that the legal drama that is coming is monumentally huge. This is not merely a “the right of a person being able to own her own body” legal case, although it does have that implication. This is also a huge institutional abuse case against my students. Yes, I was successfully able to prove with legal evidence the institutional abuse that my students endured; that fact is very well known, even if not told publicly yet.

I was also clearly explained that this was a murder attempt, and my progenitors attempted it in a way where there are no legal precedents either. In the same way, there are no medical precedents for someone surviving what I did; there are no legal precedents for the kind of legal case and the kind of murder attempt my progenitors have committed. In many, many senses, we are going through uncharted waters, and I had been properly prepared to be able to do so.

And… in the same way I am not expecting nor needing my progenitors to be able to recognize what they did was hugely wrong, I am not expecting either Opus Dei or the University of Navarra to recognize that what they did systematically was also hugely wrong, despite of my family of Heaven assuming direct “spiritual jurisdiction” over me and do recognize that both things were hugely wrong (both what my progenitors did and what happened in Opus Dei-University of Navarra). One was a biological-psychological murder attempt. The other was, technically, a faith-psychological murder attempt; I almost lost my faith, who I am, and who I am called to be because of them. Mik and my family of Heaven’s recognition is enough for me, way enough. Being understood by Heaven is enough.

I do not need either the schools involved in the institutional abuse schemes to apologize directly to my students or me, but of course, one of them has to close its doors for the common good of all, and the other must either evolve or dissolve. The other one I talk about in this text had already closed, directly due to what I am telling here, although the institutional abuse pattern that I demonstrated, as I have already said, has not been publicly revealed.

My life keeps going on… according to what truly matters. The legal battle that is coming is monumental… but I won’t be known in history merely for what happened to me. I won’t even be merely known as a victim or survivor of what I went through.

I will be known for the words I chose to incarnate and live… becoming the living “sign” of God’s love with us, which is what I had always meant and called to be, especially for my students.

Nobody fully realizes yet how what I had been granted to incarnate will change humanity forever… and I had been granted this since very early on in my life. God has prepared me to survive since birth. I tell this part of my life in “On the Growth of the Human Personal Formation: The Nature”, but I will tell it again here. I had been learning to survive since my very birth: I am alive thanks to a “strict casualty.” Doctors discovered in a normal scheduled third-semester pregnancy sonogram that I was so entangled in my umbilical cord that my heartbeats were already lower than they should be. My progenitors were not the ones who meant to save me: the doctors were the ones who realized that something was wrong, so they proceeded to an emergency c-section without my male progenitor being present. I was meant by God to be alive since the very beginnings of my social existence. I had been meant to be alive and be prepared to accomplish what I am accomplishing with Heaven´s help since the very beginning.

Mary knew in her Magnificat that she was the instrument of God’s Love to bring salvation to the whole humanity; she knew since the very first moment that she would change history forever as the Mother of God and Mother of the Church… but Mary´s immaculate conception was not given merely due a purpose… in the first place, God Love immensely loved her in a way no other human being had been… and she did know: this will change history forever. I was born for this. I am alive for this.

The way God does “social engineering” is not merely toward a specific vocation, towards a specific “purpose.” God forms us by Love, with Love, and in Love first. The “vocation” part must wait until consent is given.

I am no accident at all. I am not a coincidence at all. No one is, but in my circumstances, that can be powerfully seen.

As the opening scene of My Sister´s Keeper ends: “But coincidence or not, I am here… [yet, alive and thriving, not merely surviving, but also growing as the best person I can be, thanks to my family of Heaven and the whole New Albor Holy Family. As I say to them when I end “On the Growth of the Human Personal Formation”: You are the reason I am… you are all my reasons]”

There is great bravery in being vulnerable enough to let yourself be “touched” and even “wounded” by what your students must go through. I had never been “immune” to what they had to go through, but I was never allowed or able to give them the lesson I was truly meant to give them. This text that I am beginning to share now, “Yes, we can grow best: Keys for a Growthful Philosophy of Education,” is my last living lesson for them, to be able to properly close the teacher “life stage” of my life as I let them know what should have happened but didn´t, and what should happen but did. Yes, this text began with the nature of a graduate philosophical research, but eventually became a philosophy that is a last lesson for my students and for others to come.

The part of the text I am sharing today is only the first part: the fundaments for a growthful philosophy of education. In this part of the text, I explore and expose with philosophical reasoning two necessary fundaments for any philosophy of education to be able to be applied systematically and successfully: a systemic personal formation model (in this case: integraction) and a philosophically grounded intellectual ethics (in this case: Peircean intellectual ethics). You can consider that this part of the text was what I should have done as a graduate philosophy student, and with achieving this fundament, my “life stage” as a graduate philosophy student is officially over. This was what I was meant to do as a graduate philosophy student if I would have been allowed to be who I am. Now, that stage can remain in my past: a door had been closed, and in a very beautiful way.

There is a second part of this text, which is properly what the whole text is meant to be: keys for a Growthful Philosophy of Education. The second part of this text is currently being scheduled to be shared on November 1, 2024, All Saints Day, because that is what a Christian teacher should always aim to do: that students can become the saints they are called to be.

If when I reach the surroundings of that date, I realize I need more time (there are many parts in this second part, not necessarily all equally long, but it is a wide-ranging philosophical exposition), that date will be delayed to Thanksgiving Day as a thank-you gesture to those students who literally changed the life of their teacher. Right now, I don´t feel I will need to delay the date, but if I need to, the second delayed date has already been chosen together.

My students may not realize this yet. They may believe that I was the one who saved them when it also happened in the opposite direction: they also saved me. My whole life, all that I had been through, prepared me to do what I did and to what I would eventually become during and after what we went through together. The new meanings that they brought to my life are also lifesavers, and my life wouldn´t be the same without them and what they did.

I consider the “intellectual pause” I am taking right now before transitioning to psychology and writing “On the Formation of the Human Person” a blessed duty, a blessed giftedness. This “intellectual pause” is necessary for my own growthful healing after the institutional and psychological abuse I was forced to endure as a teacher…. Above all, it is a necessary blessed duty towards my students to help them heal, forgive, and keep growing on.

Writing this was not planned at all. My family of Heaven had literally surprised me with all this. Trust me, I had not been doing this alone at all, no matter how humanely alone I might seem to be. I do have an unseen community helping me to do this; this is grace and Holy Spirit action, not merely an intellectual journey.

There is a very beautiful instrumental song in the movie “My Sister´s Keeper” that you can hear here. It is called “The Last Goodbye”: https://music.amazon.com/embed/B00KMUK94K/?id=vtEZivk3KL&marketplaceId=ATVPDKIKX0DER&musicTerritory=US

For what should have been and didn’t happen, and what shouldn’t be and did happen… We say goodbye as we keep “plasmating” what should have been and, eventually, will happen. There are no reasons why evil happens. God’s Love simply keeps outpouring all. We are not talking about small systemic failures at all; we have faced huge systemic failures besides facing great evil. Both are being outpoured right now by God’s Love.

There is another very beautiful scene in the movie “My Sister´s Keeper” that you can see here:

Well, I pharaphrase now a part of that scene:

To all my students, who always were very little, I am sorry I let them hurt you. I am sorry I wasn´t allowed to care for you as a teacher should…

Whether a society recognizes it or not, evil happens, and there is a great evil faced through this text, and it must be faced face to face. Many people, especially little people, have been left behind or wounded; that is a fact. You don´t need bloodshed to happen to wound someone; heart wounds are enough, and conscience wounds are far enough to wound a student, but it wasn´t my fault either. In a certain way, cancer is like evil: it simply happens. Evil did happen; that is a fact… gruesome evil happened… But grace also happened; that is another fact that always mattered most and outpoured all the evil. In the words of Ro 5,20: “Where sin increased, grace overflowed all the more…”

Never more, people, never more. In the same way Auschwitz-Birkenau is “never again,” upon the evil we had faced here, grace´s outpouring tells us: “never more.” No one can be allowed to use schools to wound and exploit children like this, ever again.

The current writing schedule has been amended. During the next week, I will write the wisdom-based version of the text: based on my experiences as a teacher, in what I learned in the Faculty of Education of the University of Puerto Rico, Rio Piedras Campus, and in grace… That “wisdom-based” text will be shared on November 1, All Saints Day.

During the following weeks, I will review the book as I read a book I have on the Kindle about key concepts in the philosophy of education… I had no idea until now that I had that book on my Kindle, its title is “Philosophy of Education: the Key Concepts“, by Christopher Winch and John Gingell. I will read the whole book as I revise my own text, ensuring I am not leaving any key concept of a philosophy of education behind.

Then goes the completion of the conclusion, commented and completed as I read the most famous philosophy of education in America: John Dewey’s “Democracy and Education: an Introduction to Philosophy of Education,” which I have on my Kindle also. Peirce was a direct “intellectual influence” of Dewey: First comes Peirce, then comes William James, and then Dewey. Peirce was the founder of the pragmatism that James and Dewey followed.

Finally, the final revision will happen (for that, I need to print the text and re-read everything physically and do whatever corrections are needed to the text)…

And then final version text of “Yes, We Can Grow Best!” will be shared on Thanksgiving Day.

I can not mention the memories that we had in last night’s dream. All I can say is that God knows, everybody in heaven knows, that lots of things that shouldn’t happen did happen. I do not need a society on Earth to recognize that, too… what I am called to do is outpour God’s Love. And we are not talking only about myself as a student, or about my own students. We are talking about a bunch of things that should not happen in any educational setting, including the institutional abuse that faced students who were sexually abused in Catholic schools. The wound of His living Body towards what should have happened and didn´t happen in Catholic educational settings is huge, and His beats ache in pain due to what these kids had to endure, as my own heart pains, sometimes even physically, for what my students endured. It seems they endured it because of me, but it wasn´t really because of me; there was a whole systemic failure involved in what was allowed to happen… in a clearly and very evidently systematic way. I shouldn´t feel guilty either, I always tried my best under every circumstance, and I always tried to love you according to your growthful needs, students, despite what happened around us.

So, here we go, letting go of a career (both a teaching career and an academic studies career) that should have happened in a whole different way…

As the song I quote at the beginning of this blog post says: “I´m letting go, but Heavens knows I loved you so”. This is why this philosophical text is meant to be, first and foremost, a work of Love for my students, so they can know what mattered, what should have happened, and sometimes, due to my personal example and initiative, assuming the costs by myself, it did happen… but for the most part, I was totally unallowed to implement this, either by direct institutional abuse or due the toxic circumstances surrounding us. Yes, when I say “toxicity,” we mean it: what happened around us was literally highly toxic; I had no idea where OSHA had been during this whole time, spending their time in corporative picnics or what.

To those students who may feel “guilty” about everything that happened… we simply say to them: May the peace be with you, be blessed. It wasn´t your fault at all; you are simply meant to keep growing on with all the living learned lessons; you are not meant to remain in the past; you need to keep glowing on and feel redeemed as the living signs of God´s Love you are called to be, as the living icons of God´s Love-with-us you are called to be… and we hope this text may help you to achieve so, as you are able to know how a growthful education is meant to be. This is the last living lesson I am meant to give you; may it serve you well to learn how you are meant to learn and be formed according to who you are and who you are called to be, the best person you can be: yes, we can grow best!

Although it has been clearly learned that no one can expect in the institutional what is not being embraced in the person first… among all the institutional abuses I faced, my personal example had always been the most important lesson I could even give to my students, way more important than any academic content I could be able to teach them, because there is no learning possible if the students are not unconditionally loved first.

So, my beloved students, all this I am writing is for you, as a last living lesson, told exactly like Jesus Charity would tell it to you, because He is the one who had taught me how to teach in a growthful way and how to write the living words I am writing:

The LORD bless you and keep you!

The LORD let his face shine upon you, and be gracious to you!

The LORD look upon you kindly and give you peace!

The text of the first part is being attached at the end of this blog post.

Let´s keep growing together in communion!

Pos Data: Anyone who knows my writing style knows that I usually choose my sharing-a-text date carefully. Well, I should clarify: this is an exception to that rule, because this is meant to be an incomplete text (the actual sharing date of the whole text, as I already explained, is currently November 1). My usual writing style rule is to choose either a holiday or a saint day to share my texts. Well, I choose to share this text today for a very practical reason: I have two medical appointments tomorrow, and I won´t be able to sleep too many hours due to coming out of my night shift at midnight and then needing to go early to my medical appointments… so I will probably be sleeping the rest of tomorrow, when coming back from the medical appointments. I wanted to share this text before the medical appointments… and having a whole free day (Wednesday) to begin Part II, so I chose to share this on Monday.

I had no idea today (Monday) is Columbus Day. I knew last Saturday was the Discovery of America Day (it knew it on the same Saturday), but I didn´t know today was Columbus Day when I chose the share date. I do mention in the text that I deliberately chose Peirce as a foundational ethical philosophy due to being an American like me. I am quite proud of using an American philosopher and not a European philosopher to give a philosophical foundation to a growthful philosophy of education. There are Europeans that have given a great apportation to the philosophy of education scenario, like Maria Montessori… but I wanted to have an American philosopher here. From the very beginning, one of my reasons for studying Peirce is that he is American. You may consider a growthful philosophy of education and its launch of a growthful society a great celebration of what we are called to be as American educators and also as an American society.