Te doy gracias, Padre, Señor del cielo y de la tierra, porque has escondido estas cosas a los sabios y entendidos, y se las has revelado a los pequeños. Si, Padre, porque así te ha parecido bien. Todo me ha sido entregado por Mi Padre, y nadie conoce Quien es el Hijo sino el Padre; ni quien es el Padre, sino el Hijo, y aquel a quien el Hijo se lo quiera revelar…
Lc 10, 21-24
But a shoot shall sprout from the stump of Jesse,
and from his roots a bud shall blossom.
The spirit of the LORD shall rest upon him:
a spirit of wisdom and of understanding,
A spirit of counsel and of strength,
a spirit of knowledge and of fear of the LORD,
and his delight shall be the fear of the LORD.
Not by appearance shall he judge,
nor by hearsay shall he decide,
But he shall judge the poor with justice,
and decide fairly for the land’s afflicted.
He shall strike the ruthless with the rod of his mouth,
and with the breath of his lips he shall slay the wicked.
Justice shall be the band around his waist,
and faithfulness a belt upon his hips.
Then the wolf shall be a guest of the lamb,
and the leopard shall lie down with the young goat;
The calf and the young lion shall browse together,
with a little child to guide them.
The cow and the bear shall graze,
together their young shall lie down;
the lion shall eat hay like the ox.
8The baby shall play by the viper’s den,
and the child lay his hand on the adder’s lair.
9They shall not harm or destroy on all my holy mountain;
for the earth shall be filled with knowledge of the LORD,
as water covers the sea.
On that day,
The root of Jesse,
set up as a signal for the peoples—
Him the nations will seek out;
his dwelling shall be glorious.
Isaiah 11, 1-10
As it was known by this servant of the living God… the whole writing process of Crescere Communio as a domestic pastoral letter would end in Pentecost. Technically, it happened: the sketching, prewriting, writing, and creative phases of the writing process were all completed at Pentecost. What we are sharing here, right now… is kind of… the editorial phase. At this moment, what is needed is to edit the text. I have prayed it for several days, and no more content can be added.
I really believe there can be many people better than me to fulfill this editorial phase… but Jesus Charity Himself gave me a sign that this is meant to be done by us also. He asked me for a signal from Him to confirm me in His will. I asked Him for the Gospel opened in a feast, anyone. I opened the Gospel book totally randomly, and it opened in the feasts of the Archangels, including Mikhael, my guardian angel…
Right now, the petition Jesus Charity is asking for actually helps me to recover, as I remained a beloved of my family of heaven that is taking care for me from above. I will always remain a a beloved of my spritual custodian at Heaven, of my spiritual directors at Heaven, of my Father of Heaven, of the Holy Spirit… Here we are, resting together as the Son, King and Saviour He will always being according to the Father’s will to our lives, simply sharing heart-to-Heart, growing together in more and more communion, ever more…
There are no words to express this sacramentality-bond that will bond us forever as a beloved family of heaven. What I can say now is: I wouldn’t change this mistery and tender growing-together-in-communion for absolutely NOTHING. I am still suprised by joy, tender and fruitfulness of the Holy Spirit. He is the treasure of our hearts, of our goeiz, given as an adoration offering that keeps adoring more and more the Trinity that keeps dwelling in us as we keep together in communion for You, in You, by You and with You Beloved. This spousal alliance has changed us forever. How we keep learning to raise Him up and to grow together in communion as the Trinity does… has converted us all in a New Pentecost, in a New Jesuralem, revestida del Cordero, engalanada como una novia… But usually, brides want to be seen by everyone. Not me. I only want to go to Ireland and be seen by You, Beloved King. Only by You, Beloved Lamb and Beloved Belover. You will always remain King of my soberanía personal…
This text can be seen as a transition: our shared dreams are over in the sleeping sense, but are beginning to become way more incarnated than before in the shared awaken dreams sense. How we communicate among each other (among Mikhael, Jesus Charity, and us as a family of heaven) has changed… in ways I couldn´t even able to imagine it could be possible to happen in a human being.
The editorial part consists in the following tasks:
-correct bold, italics and any other simple grammar typos.
-checking the consistency through the text.
-what can be expreses with more clarity or with less words (without loosing clarity) must be corrected.
-every part must be more interconnected than they are right now.
-any bibliographical reference to saints (the biblical references are already there; no more biblical references can be added.) available must be added now. Just to say an example: the explication of John Henry Newman of how Church teaching can deepen and change organically definitely helps to understand the introduction, and is meant to be mentioned. NO QUOTES OF MAGISTERIUM ARE MEANT TO BE ADDED NOW (there are some, though) BECAUSE, IN THE FIRST PLACE, MY “CATHOLIC STATUS” IS NOT YET CONFIRMED. I am a kind of “personally vinculated Christian” now. Those Magisterium comments can be added in a “Catholic Church commented version” of this text if any “Catholic hierarchical authority” wishes to comment on what has been written. I know the Magisterium connections are there, but I am not in the position to write those, especially when I know that many can assume what we have written in part V as a “challenge to hierarchical authority”. Whoever adds the Catholic Magisterium comments to this apostolic domestic letter, in all humility and to avoid divisions (nope, to divide is not my mission), it cannot be me. Any other Christian Denomination that wants to share a commented version (Example: an Anglican commented text) of this text is allowed to do so, as it is not used to defy the Magisterium — THAT MEANS: no christian denomination will be autorized to publish this a commented text for the sole reason to attack what any other demoniation, including Catholics, do; what can be allowed is add contextual comments. Example: is something said in the original text, and another Christian denomination wants to clarify: we don´t do this, but do this other celebration of Eucharist… Yes, that can be explained. That is very different from commenting in an accusatory-divisive tone, commenting (I am saying a straightforward example) that Catholics (or any other denomination) will go to hell due to what is read besides the text at that moment. It can always be commented on following a communion direction by whoever chooses to publish such kind of a commented text. You are totally open to add comments to the text that highlight what aspects that your Christian denomination had been granted to live more faithfully, you are totally free and even thanked for add comments that emphasize what unites us all as Christians… and of course, you are totally allowed to signaling with your commented text version what other brothers and sisters can do better to walk together like He walks, regardless the denomnation, but that must be done with a FRATERNAL EXHORTATION TONE, not as an accusative tone, or even worst: with a proselitist tone. No one will be allowed to use this text or publish a commented text of this apostolic domestic letter to engage in cultural wars or “sacramental wars” among different denominations of Christians. Got it?
Just to give a simple example: in the USA 69% of the population self-identifies as Christians. 17% of those self-identify as Catholics; 40% are Protestant. So, beloved brothers and sisters of the other side of the bigger statistic, you can comment on this text and publish a commented text, as soon as the text is used to clarify how this text can help anyone to live better their Christian faith and is not used for attacking each other way to live faith in any way. As long the commented versions to be published are done always keeping a fraternal tone between different denominations, including when a correction is going to be said, it can be done, of course (example, when I explain in this text that the Eucharist can´t be a symbol… of course that can be commented with Luteran Churches… simply remain a fraternal tone whe do it).
I will give freely what has been freely given: your author rights of the commented text and your publish rights belong to you, with the condition that all the profits of the commented text you sell anywhere you wish (including Amazon) must be used 100% for social profit (for affirming the dignity of all children of God) or for charity works that belong to your Christian denomination (example: you have as protestant church ministry an immigrant house; well, at the front of your commented version it must say to what ecclesial ministry the profits are going to: in this case it would say “all the profits of the selling of this book are social profits that will support the immigrant house we run as ecclesial ministry). Let this domestic apostolic letter become a Loveful Fest that celebrates a beautiful unity and the growing-together-in-communion of all Christian denominations.
By the way: whichever published copy I might sell of this text, 100% will be for social profits of Goeiz Foundation, and eventually, of Dignitas, if it is eventually created. I simply wish to fulfill His desire of everyone be able to know themselves truly blessed:
May everyone know themselves loved as Jesus Charity loves.
May everyone know themselves saved as Jesus Charity saves.
May everyone know themselves gifted as Jesus Charity will always see everyone: as a gift of Heaven. I will remain His giftedness until the end…
So, which living Word we are being granted to incarnate as we keep adoring Him with our whole growth, giving light to the Word? The pocket Gospel opened again (it also opened in that page in previous days and in this morning) in the feast of Saint Therese of Jesus. Yes, transcresceration and transverberation have a relation… but what is more important of this living Word is the discite a Me: aprended de Mí, que soy manso y humilde de corazón… This is how we give glory to God: giving light to the Word and adoring Him more and more humbly with our whole growth…
All these words are a magnum work of Love: letting the Holy Spirit move us to write this simply to let His Light be more and more visible as a living work of Divine Love.
This Loveful fest, if including an Eucharistical procession, is meant to begin on June 26 at 8:33pm… simply because He has asked for it: por Tu Palabra echaremos la red… The whole Loveful Fest is meant to start on June 26 because Por Su Palabra, echamos la red, as beautiful and straightforward as that. Because this year there is the feast of the Holy Hearts… you can do a crowning, recognizing how Jesus Charity is the King of our soberanía personal and how our realeza grows, glows, and blooms from Him, with Him, by Him, and in Him. If you do that, it can be done at any hour after 3:33 pm of the víspera (3:33 pm of June 66). ¡Que viva Cristo Amor!
Whatever is published in this blog then, it will be the final version of this text published here: the last edited version of Crescere Communio will be shared then. It´s Him who asked me to edit this domestic apostolic letter, and it has been done properly empowered by the Holy Spirit to do what He asks… because when God asks, He gives.
As you can read in the Gospel of the three archangels feast: there is good that can be radiated from a place like Nazareth… from a place like Puerto Rico… Come and see… Really, everything is for His glory… All is for His glory…
At the moment I am writing these words… nothing, absolutely nothing else, can be done for… be allowed to be as person. In all the social senses, I had been terminated: I am been forced progressively to not being able to work, to not being able to use the car without becoming unconcious… to not be able to have any safety at all (if I leave the pets alone at the house of tortures, at any moment, they will be injured and bleed, without me having any money at all to take them to the vet anymore… as a matter of fact, I don´t have any money to food anymore…), not being able to receive any medical treatment that is really a medical treatment, based in dignity… I am not being allowed, at the very end, to have the very basic oxygen to simply… be who I am in Him, for Him, with Him and by Him… stolen over and over again of every trace of personhood, due the very design of this house of tortures and of the abuse that had been enabled in so may ways its actually dizzy to mention them now (I had been denied protective court orders, emergency refuge, food to eat, water to drink, work to have means, a real family and home to live, any way to simply… be a person… so… it is know, and is not worthy to loose breath at that now…
I am really feeling head pressure right now… a lot, especially in the front, and it happened so suddenly and cruelly… my knees also hurt a lot, very suddenly…
There is a very beautiful wind breeze: For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future… (Jeh 29:11).
I will never regret the choice of giving light to Jesus Charity… but the fact is: my brain is dying. Again. And I will keep being tortured… while everyone watches and no one acts according to truth… as it has happened my whole life.
I believe in what He has said, and I don´t need to be the one who sees and does what He says. All this can be done by anyone unconditionally open to new life and grace…
I am literally resting in Him… with a lot of pain in the frontal zone of my head, very sudden… At the same time, everything I use to communicate is being used for social war pursposes: I might be allowed to upload videos or do videos or creative contents at all; five minutes later the same iPhone won´t work at all… Even the note app and the Facebook will be inhabilitated… you really can only rely on the Word of God and on Jesus Charity and the whole Goeiz alliance… as the only social frame possible… besides the fact of beng tortured to death, in so many ways at the same time… once again, it becomes blurr to mention them all…
I had done absolutely everything possible to avoid this… and here I am, feeling my head with so much sudden pressure… and pain… De repente me duelen ambas rodillas, tengo mucho hormigueo from knees down…
True; torture has been part of my life since my very social conception… I grew up as a literal social immaculate conception…
But it is also true: I confess that He had loved me…
Now I have tics from the muslos down…
I simply remain adoring Him with our whole growth, all together as a Goeiz alliance, in a very vivid flashback…
Somehing must be said: the Gospel of John, as important as ti is for this apostolic domestic letter… its also the only Gospel that mentions at all the word “truth”… Its also the Gospel that defines the people of God at the feet of the cross as “beloved”… and that is the truest Christian identity for all: we are His Beloved Church-Bride…
May that truth be seen by all: I confess I had been loved…
I have vertigo with the eyes closed and in the bed…
May Hiis truth shine forever…
Jesus Charity, we adore You with our whole growth… ¡Que viva Cristo Amor!
Therefore, from the day we heard this, we do not cease praying for you and asking that you may be filled with the knowledge of his will through all spiritual wisdom and understanding
to live in a manner worthy of the Lord, so as to be fully pleasing, in every good work bearing fruit and growing in the knowledge of God,
strengthened with every power, in accord with his glorious might, for all endurance and patience, with joy
giving thanks to the Father, who has made you fit to share in the inheritance of the holy ones in light.
He delivered us from the power of darkness and transferred us to the kingdom of his beloved Son,
in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins.
He is the image of the invisible God,
the firstborn of all creation.
For in him were created all things in heaven and on earth,
the visible and the invisible,
whether thrones or dominions or principalities or powers;
all things were created through him and for him.
He is before all things,
and in him all things hold together.
He is the head of the body, the Church.
He is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead,
that in all things he himself might be preeminent.
For in him all the fullness was pleased to dwell,
and through him to reconcile all things for him,
making peace by the blood of his cross
[through him], whether those on earth or those in heaven.
Colossians 1:9-20
So, here we are, walking together His camino del mar more and more infused by the flamming Holy Spirit…
Here is the domestic pastoral letter Crescere Communio finished. Happy New Pentecost!
May we keep growing on, glowing on, blooming on… walking together as He walks, becoming the lovefull work we are called to be and become growing together in more and more communion for Him, by Him, with Him and in Him…
May we always remain thankful for how we are being gifted the grace to grow in more and more faithfulness to His Sí-Dar, to His charity alliance, consuming and consummating this spousal alliance that He had given us as a dwelling of Divine Charity-with-us, letting the Holy Spirit keeps plasmating in us, as we let Him transconsectate our hearts into the work of Divine Love we are called to be, the incarnated Eucharist we are called to be… fraterninzing, evangelizing and familiarizing more and more duc in altum with this Family Evangelization Project He as given us as a pure Self-giftedness… that bring us this beautiful new sacramentalization, this loveful story of Divine-Love-with-us: I have seen the risen Lord, I have seen the Divine Love dwelling in us and through us as a holy family of heaven and as a blessed people of new albor!
Jesus Charity, we adore You with our whole growth. As today´s readings say (and you will eventually find out why that particular biblical quote is important to Him: the color of both the tunic that “nos revise del cordero” and the fishing net stole of the members of the Orders of Charity, that are called to be prophets of the family and prophets of dignty, are literally bone white color, and that was that way simply because He said so):
Son of man, can these bones come to life? I answered, “Lord GOD, you alone know that.” Then he said to me: Prophesy over these bones, and say to them: Dry bones, hear the word of the LORD! Thus says the Lord GOD to these bones: See! I will bring spirit into you, that you may come to life. I will put sinews upon you, make flesh grow over you, cover you with skin, and put spirit in you so that you may come to life and know that I am the LORD. I, Ezekiel, prophesied as I had been told, and even as I was prophesying I heard a noise; it was a rattling as the bones came together, bone joining bone. I saw the sinews and the flesh come upon them, and the skin cover them, but there was no spirit in them. Then the LORD said to me: Prophesy to the spirit, prophesy, son of man, and say to the spirit: Thus says the Lord GOD: From the four winds come, O spirit, and breathe into these slain that they may come to life. I prophesied as he told me, and the spirit came into them; they came alive and stood upright, a vast army. Then he said to me: Son of man, these bones are the whole house of Israel. They have been saying, “Our bones are dried up, our hope is lost, and we are cut off.” Therefore, prophesy and say to them: Thus says the Lord GOD: O my people, I will open your graves and have you rise from them, and bring you back to the land of Israel. Then you shall know that I am the LORD, when I open your graves and have you rise from them, O my people! I will put my spirit in you that you may live, and I will settle you upon your land; thus you shall know that I am the LORD. I have promised, and I will do it, says the LORD.
¡Que viva Cristo Amor! We adore You with our whole growth, Jesus Charity, Teacher of the heart, King of our soberanía personal as we keep growing together in more communion with Yoy, by You, in You and for You… more and more converted into the living Lovework you call us to be, walking more and more tohether as You teach will teach us to walk forever, as a beloved family of heaven that incartates You living Eucarist more and more, ever more…
They rejoice before you as people rejoice at harvest,
as they exult when dividing the spoils.
For the yoke that burdened them,
the pole on their shoulder,
The rod of their taskmaster,
you have smashed, as on the day of Midian.
For every boot that tramped in battle,
every cloak rolled in blood,
will be burned as fuel for fire.
For a child is born to us, a son is given to us;
upon his shoulder dominion rests.
They name him Wonder-Counselor, God-Hero,
Father-Forever, Prince of Peace.
His dominion is vast
and forever peaceful,
Upon David’s throne, and over his kingdom,
which he confirms and sustains
By judgment and justice,
both now and forever.
The zeal of the LORD of hosts will do this!
Isaiah 9
I simply contemplate You more and more thankful of how Your heartbeat grows in us, growing together in more and more communion, ever more…
Thank you, Beloved Son and Lord… Thank you for the miracle of new life we are, for the giftedness and joy you bless us to be as this charity alliance becomes more and more incarnated in You, for You, by You, and with You, ever more…
This is the last version of the text that will be shared whole on Pentecost. There is a fraternal detail still pending as last touch, just that… as we let His everblessedness to become more and more radiant, ever more… letting the work of the Holy Spirit to plasmate our whole goeiz, our whole personal formation… as the living icon of Divine Charity-with-us we are called to be, more and more fused by His flamming Holy Spirit as the Esse in Persona Ecclesie, the Act in Persona Christi and as the Ipse Christus Crescere we are called to incarnate as a living Eucharist that is raised more and more… as a pleasant lovework whose offering adores Him more and more with our whole growth, ever more…
Jesus Charity, we adore You with our whole growth…
What is Apollos, after all, and what is Paul? Ministers through whom you became believers, just as the Lord assigned each one.
I planted, Apollos watered, but God caused the growth. Therefore, neither the one who plants nor the one who waters is anything, but only God, who causes the growth. The one who plants and the one who waters are equal, and each will receive wages in proportion to his labor.
For we are God’s co-workers; you are God’s field, God’s building [a torreluz that is also a pillar of His epic victory of Love with a spiral of fire of the new life that comes from the Holy Spirit, throwing His personal apostolate incarnate charity nets more and more duc in altum, and you may be surprised of how full the “personal apostolate” net can get when you go fishing upon His Word, simply doing it because He says so…]. According to the grace of God given to me, like a wise master builder I laid a foundation, and another is building upon it. But each one must be careful how he builds upon it, for no one can lay a foundation other than the one that is there, namely, Jesus Christ.
If anyone builds on this foundation with gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, or straw, the work of each will come to light, for the Day will disclose it. It will be revealed with fire, and the fire [itself] will test the quality of each one’s work. If the work stands that someone built upon the foundation, that person will receive a wage. But if someone’s work is burned up, that one will suffer loss; the person will be saved, but only as through fire.
Do you not know that you are the temple of God, and that the Spirit of God dwells in you? If anyone destroys God’s temple, God will destroy that person; for the temple of God, which you are, is holy.
Let no one deceive himself. If any one among you considers himself wise in this age, let him become a fool so as to become wise. For the wisdom of this world is foolishness in the eyes of God, for it is written: “He catches the wise in their own ruses,” and again: “The Lord knows the thoughts of the wise, that they are vain.” So let no one boast about human beings, for everything belongs to you, Paul or Apollos or Cephas, or the world or life or death, or the present or the future: all belong to you and you to Christ, and Christ to God.
1 Co 3: 5-23
¡Qué podemos decir? The Holy Spirit can surprises us through many ways… Evidentemente Jesuús Caridad mismo lo planificó así desde el principio, aunque yo misma NO.
No, no esperaba que tantos fundamentos bíblicos nuevos aparecieran… en la introducción más larga que haya conocido la historia de la civilización humana; creo que es más larga que la Parte I y Parte II juntas. Si se eligió compartir (desde el jueves pasado; al momento de discernirlo no se sabía aún que Fátima era a próxima fiiesta disponible en el calendario… y lo que se escribió en la introducción respecto a Fátima ya estaba escrito en ese momento…) y los cambios en la introducción fue porque definitivamete hay fudnamentos bíblicos que no estaban ahí, y se supone que lo único que cambie tras los fundamentos bíblicos sea either mystical deepenings or personal deepenings.
Hugo otros cambios en esta versión, en algunos detalles menores tras la introducción: se profundizó la parte del pastoral-filial articulation of His Beloved Church at the feet of the cross (Part I), se hizo una revisión gramatical general llegó exactamente donde se explica que el Order of Charity was meant to raise fund evangelically and fraternally, enabling families to be able to be raised with dignity; those funds can’t come from passice incomes, getting interest from lending, stock markets moves… nope. You gotta have paid employees with families being handraised with dignity… in the very same dignity His Eucharist is meant to be handraised also.
Beyond that point, no further revision was done… BUT there was something (I don’t remember right now what) that I added a few days ago somewhere below the introduction (Part I)… if that was below the hanraising funds paragraph I mentioned before, well, that would be the only change further that point in the rest of the text. No need to fulfill a full grammatical revision right now, it was revised until what it was fraterfully possible at this point.
Why the hour? Since the VERY beginning, He told me: the last share BEFORE Pentecost is meant to finish happening at 8:33 am… that would mean it would be 3:33 pm of Fatima day also there. Got the meanings already, right? So, which time zone is that? Remember: for us, liturgical days begin at 3 pm, Divine Mercy hour. Let’s say that we moved from the end of the world (Honolulu)… to the beginning of the Word. You got it, right? We began the ending of the introducction, placing the initial biblical quote in its final place, at 8:33 am of today; at 3:33 pm (already Fatima Day there) of Jerusalem time zone.
The reading at the beginning is a reading of the “feast” in which my pocket Gospel opened randomly… twice: el día de la iglesia diocesana (Sunday, November 9). Yes, you read that right: the Gospel opened in a totally random way exactly in the same feast… twice.
May everyone be loved as Jesus Charity loves…
May everyone be saved as God Love saves…
Let´s keep growing together in communion for Him, with Him, by Him and in Him!
Lux crecit…
[A few hours later, still in Fatima Day, content related to the shared dream on the Day of Fatima was added to the domestic pastoral letter, mostly in the introduction. The Incarnated Word that is being given Light together are the readings of the feast of the Nativity of Mary, those were the readings Jesus Charity chose to discern together as I was going to sleep, and we began to share dreams again, as every night of light…]
Jesus Charity, we adore You with our whole growth…
The version you can see above was the version shared at Fatima Day. The version you are seeing below this is a CONStitutive form prior Pentecost.
Why this was done this way?
After the Fatima version was shared, a new part was supposed to be integrated… regarding… let´s say a civilian-fraternal revelation of Divine Love. However, I was already given the sign, quite relatively long ago… that such part won´t be able to happen: when someone very particular was done in the civil sense, that was a sign, as sorry we were of what won´t be able to be shared… that the new part can´t happen, because, as it would be also writen in the same way it was writen for the first time… There Are Some Words That Can Only Be Said If Incarnated…
So, after the Fatima version was shared, I had exactly 77 hours to gather all what was already shared in social media about the civilian-fraternal section that would not be able to be written, and include it in the conclusion. I could only clarify what was already allowed to be writen in social media… and thats it. Only a single paragraph, that eventually became somewhere around three, was allowed to be included because, although it was not allowed to be shared in social media, it was seen in a public sense (my “personal devices” has nothing of personal at all: they are being surveiled”.
Since the very beginning, Jesus Charity told me very explicitly: as soon that is done, complete the CONStitute version of the domestic apostolic letter (We tried to divert the attention from the word CONS with letting see a “pro/cons” meaning, but it really means CONStitutive) AS SOON AS YOU ARE ABLE TOO.
I had no idea what He meant: precisely after those three paragraphs I mentioned were written… I would be caused a full neurological collapse with a seizure included… caused with ruthless civil slavery enforced with lethal toxic levels, both in the poisonous gas levels but especially in the civil torture levels and the forced communication levels enforced at the work of torture were I had been and still am forced to remain, besides the torture that had been already enforced at the torture house I am forced to remain also. I had no idea that such a magnitude of neurocognitive collapse could be induced deliberately… After that, well, we keep writing as my cognitive functions were allowed to function… until this domestic apostolic letter achieved its CONS version as soon as possible for me, precisely as He said it would happen. It happened on the Bee Day. It’s not a liturgical feast day, it’s the day of the Bees, but we had already contemplated that way long ago as “We the Bee” (the women are the “we the bee,” we are the ones naturally gifted to be able to form the be from within…).
That is why this conclusion is the longest conclusion the history of humanity´s books has ever seen: it was meant to be divided into another whole section that, due to to a total lack of incarnative social principle be possible, it couldn´t be written.
The conclusion was meant to include an explicit fraternal exhortation. That wasn´t allowed to happen either; I had to leave the shift literally in tears, totally disabled socially to keep working at all. That was when the seizure was induced due to the extreme torture I was forced to endure.
So… what is needed now is simply completing the revision of the conclusion, and the version shared at Pentecost will include it. May the emanation of the light of His resurrection keep being radiated more and more brilliantly through the Holy Spirit´s work whose evernew Pentecost will always keep converting us into His more faithful Church-Bride, His more fruitful Mother Church… and into His living work of Divine Love we are all called to be in Him, for Him, by Him and with Him.
Trust me, something like this is not exactly easy to be done while the mere using your memory hurts…
Everything is for His Glory: viva Cristo Amor…
Jesus Charity, we adore you with our whole growth…
Bienaventurado el vientre que te llevó y los pechos que te criaron…
Mejor, bienaventurados los que escuchan la palabra de Dios y la ponen en práctica…
Lc 11,27-28
I do have to confess… I had no idea it would take me THIS long to integrate… a few bunch of little fraternal details. The whole detailed explication, not too long, but all the data has to be properly ordered in their proper place to let be seen very clearly how the Goverment of the United States is enforcing family slavery (forming a family is de facto assumed as a social slavery due all the factors involved, and that being directly allowed by the own Goverment) took hours.
Aparte del exorcismo magno que se describió… lo que se están buscando el Gobierno de Estados Unidos es una magna huelga general de esclavos libres asociados: trabajadores hartos de sus respectivos Recursos Esclavos y hartos ser esclavizados socialmente por empleadores a los que no se les require reconocer inherentemente, y en proporción directa a sus net profits, la dignidad de sus trabajadores y su derecho fraterno y civic duty más fundamental: being able to raise a family with dignity. Sin familia no hay sociedad, y sin poder crecer juntos en communión, as an unconditional beloved of a beloved community, tampoco habrá fraternidad. El slavery era del Gobierno de Estados Unidos no ha acabado: its Goverment simply switched their social governance system from enforcing one kind of slavery to enforcing another kind of slavery, very explictly let become visible by Jesus Charty and this servant of His Incarnated Word as the social slavery it is de facto, totally enforced by the own Goverment of the United States directly: el desmadre social que se explica al final al detallar casi al céntimo como los Millenials ya somos oficialmente el primer no home generation, y como los hijos de los Millenials serán oficialmente el primer no family generation, que ya está comenzando a darse sistemáticamente among the lowest paid workers and those who are, among the lowest paid, already way below dignity lines due where they are, besides already being way below the poverty line… no hay forma de cuadrarlo.
No importa como se les ocurra al Gobierno de Estados Unidos promover que el work harder del “American Dream” es suficiente para salir adelante en semejante intrinsically socially dissordered and socially enforced systematic social slavery context, o cuantos golden eggs pretendan usar para cuadrar semejante desmadre that is being so systematically enforced as “normal”, even by the Goverment itself, as a family-based social slavery upon those who are still actually allowed to assume the possibility of raising a family as still possible. Family social viability right now is beginning to be an absolute ZERO for many, and that is believed to be perfectly normal, as normal as to assume that in order to a Millenial family of two parents being able to enough income for a family they need to have several hustles besides already having a full-time job, besides already both parents being full-time workers… when, at the Baby Boomers generations, who are the parents of the Millenials, the salary of ONE parent was enough to raise a family modestly, including mortage (owning a home), fully-paid-by-the-employer-health-insurance for the whole family besides a fully-paid-by-the-employer retirement plan, without that counting as part of their minimum salary wage, and college education could be afforded with no student loan at all…
So, when are the predatory unconditional profits of these employers going to end, when civilization gets extinct due to a no-birth-possible society being assumed as normal, or what? Profits keep doubling for employers and workers remain consistently more and more underpaid and given less and less paid benefits, less and less paid vacation time and no family conciliation required at all to the employers… so yes, there is a family-based social slavery being already enforced for those who do are still allowed the possibility to raise a family, while at the same time right now way below dignity lines already totally unafordable for many not even have the chance to choose buy a home, to raise a family with dignity or even be able to be married with dignity…
Ujum… may the power of the family be heard with a huelga magna de familias trabajadoras: family life matters. May these workers be able to realize the HUGE social slavery they are being forced into, after all the facts are displayed in the proper order to make such social slavery, among others, quite visible… as committed by their own Goverment first.
What is the purpose of wealth, what is the purpose of being the most powerful nation in the world, but not even able to affirm the personhood of their own citizens in an unconditional fraternizing civil society that grows together in communion, not slaved in social exclusion?
We had to say in the previous post that no more additions were going to be added… for what was going to happen next as exorcismo de luz… And I humbly confess I didn´t expected such ontological splendor coming… and that is the main reason this now final sketch version is being shared now, before the final version at Pentecost. The exorcism of light that was already on the making… happened.
Everything is for His glory.
Well, at the very end, the final version before Pentecost did was shared… on Joan of Arc day, as it was actually planned by Him, but let´s say it was scheduled a little bit differently than expected.
What else I can say?
Like Joan of Arc last words: Jesus Charity, Jesus Charity, Jesus Charity!
May all these crescere communio He is proposing keep growing on, glowing on and blooming on as a new Pentecost that enlights everything with the new albor of His growing-together-in-communion: He is Jesus Charity that makes all hearts and history anew…
Jesus Charity, we adore You with our whole growth…
This Crescere Communio that is being proposed now also includes last night´s dream, because He asked for it, besides integrating a very small correction that was already pending to be done before sharing dreams. There are no substantial changes at all in the version that is being shared now; just those very small fraternal details were added, because I was asked to do them.
No more corrections/shared dreams will be integrated before the final text shared at Pentecost, He Himself is assuring that.
What was integrated was done during Divine Mercy hour, and while I lived mercy with myself, as He Himself would do it: I prepared a beautiful fresh breakfast for myself (an epic victory roll).
For those who don´t know this, the following gospel’s blessing is the ninth beatitude in the painting Fiat Amor. The beatitudes that were painted at the Fiat Amor painting´s incarnative way were the first 8 beatitudes at Mathew´s Sermon of the Mount… and the last one of the whole gospels: this one.
The following readings are the readings of Divine Mercy Sunday that I was asked to read before going to share dreams… but I was so tired that I went straight to sleep, forgetting to read them until now that I am more rested:
Many signs and wonders were done among the people at the hands of the apostles. They were all together in Solomon’s portico. None of the others dared to join them, but the people esteemed them. Yet more than ever, believers in the Lord, great numbers of men and women, were added to them. Thus they even carried the sick out into the streets and laid them on cots and mats so that when Peter came by, at least his shadow might fall on one or another of them. A large number of people from the towns in the vicinity of Jerusalem also gathered, bringing the sick and those disturbed by unclean spirits, and they were all cured.
R (1) Give thanks to the Lord for he is good, his love is everlasting. or: R Alleluia. Let the house of Israel say, “His mercy endures forever.” Let the house of Aaron say, “His mercy endures forever.” Let those who fear the LORD say, “His mercy endures forever.” R Give thanks to the Lord for he is good, his love is everlasting. or: R Alleluia. I was hard pressed and was falling, but the LORD helped me. My strength and my courage is the LORD, and he has been my savior. The joyful shout of victory in the tents of the just: R Give thanks to the Lord for he is good, his love is everlasting. or: R Alleluia. The stone which the builders rejected has become the cornerstone. By the LORD has this been done; it is wonderful in our eyes. This is the day the LORD has made; let us be glad and rejoice in it. R Give thanks to the Lord for he is good, his love is everlasting. or: R Alleluia.
I, John, your brother, who share with you the distress, the kingdom, and the endurance we have in Jesus, found myself on the island called Patmos because I proclaimed God’s word and gave testimony to Jesus. I was caught up in spirit on the Lord’s day and heard behind me a voice as loud as a trumpet, which said, “Write on a scroll what you see.” Then I turned to see whose voice it was that spoke to me, and when I turned, I saw seven gold lampstands and in the midst of the lampstands one like a son of man, wearing an ankle-length robe, with a gold sash around his chest.
When I caught sight of him, I fell down at his feet as though dead. He touched me with his right hand and said, “Do not be afraid. I am the first and the last, the one who lives. Once I was dead, but now I am alive forever and ever. I hold the keys to death and the netherworld. Write down, therefore, what you have seen, and what is happening, and what will happen afterwards.”
R. Alleluia, alleluia. You believe in me, Thomas, because you have seen me, says the Lord; blessed are those who have not seen me, but still believe! R. Alleluia, alleluia.
On the evening of that first day of the week, when the doors were locked, where the disciples were, for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them, “Peace be with you.” When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them again, “Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you.” And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, “Receive the Holy Spirit. Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained.”
Thomas, called Didymus, one of the Twelve, was not with them when Jesus came. So the other disciples said to him, “We have seen the Lord.” But he said to them, “Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands and put my finger into the nailmarks and put my hand into his side, I will not believe.”
Now a week later his disciples were again inside and Thomas was with them. Jesus came, although the doors were locked, and stood in their midst and said, “Peace be with you.” Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here and see my hands, and bring your hand and put it into my side, and do not be unbelieving, but believe.” Thomas answered and said to him, “My Lord and my God!” Jesus said to him, “Have you come to believe because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and have believed.”
Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of his disciples that are not written in this book. But these are written that you may come to believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that through this belief you may have life in his name.
Everything is for Your glory, now and forever, Beloved Lord and Son… including when the “I have seen the Lord…” becomes a “We have seen the Lord…“
Jesus Charity, we adore You with our whole growth…
Hermanos: demos gracias a Dios Padre, que os ha hecho capaces de compartir la herencia del pueblo santo en la luz. Él nos ha sacado del dominio de las tinieblas, y nos ha trasladado al reino del Hijo de su Amor, por cuya sangre hemos recibido la redención, el perdón de los pecados. Él es la imagen del Dios invisible, primogénito de toda criatura; porque en él fueron creadas todas las cosas: celestes y terrestres, visibles e invisibles. Tronos y Dominaciones, Principados y Potestades; todo fue creado por él y para él. Él es anterior a todo, y se mantiene en Él. Él es también la cabeza del cuerpo: la Iglesia. Es el principio, el Primogénito de entre los muertos, y así el primero en todo. Porque en Él quiso Dios que residiera toda la plenitud. Y por Él y para Él quiso reconciliar todas las cosas, las del cielo y las de la tierra, haciendo la paz por la sangre de su cruz.
Colosenses 1, 12-20
Too much Holy Mess right now to be able to write too much…
Here is Part VI of Crescere Communio already completely sketched. Signifigative deeper discernements were added to Part V also. The other previous parts remained as they were on Easter.
Now, this domestic pastoral letter needs the final mystical revision. The biblical fundamentals are all there. The only part that is meant to have significant additions is the conclusion, because it is the last part. What I need to do now is what He is asking me, to pray the connections. It had been asked that from the beginning, which is why using index cards for sketching key ideas was intended.
More personal formation contexts may become deeper, but the key ideas are already sketched, and that, by itself, is a huge Sí-Dar that can only come from Him.
Right now, I am a woman who needs a meal and a long nap, but He also says I am a sacramental mother who will remain beloved forever.
I am His Beloved and the Beloved is mine…
“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it…” Jn 1:5
Jesus Charity, we adore You with our whole growth…
“Hermanos [beloved family of Heaven]: demos gracias a Dios Padre, que os ha hecho capaces de compartir la herencia del pueblo santo en la luz…”
Colosences 1:12
Happy Easter to everyone…
This very “incarnated text” (really, no other way to say it) is being shared in the first “original sketch” form in Easter. The sketch was completed until part V on Easter.
The “farther end” to that side of the world that I am able to “see” is Honolulu: that is “the end of the world” around there for me… so because this is meant to be at the same time a beginning and an end, like it happens with the paschal candle… the beginning of this Crescere Communio was shared at the Easter time zone… of the end of the world…
What you can expect to be added in the already sketched parts… is more mystical content and more “personal context”… The parts that were meant to be still unsketched are because they are meant to be incarnated deeper… once again, through the Holy Spirit.
The whole text in the final version is meant to be shared at Pentecost… for very evident reasons, we think that can be seen.
Jesus Charity, we adore You with our whole growth…
I have witnessed enough in complete silence toward Earth to know that whatever Jesu Charity says, well, do it. Really. Those are not merely “biblical words” written long ago. They are Living Words meant to be incarnated in the fullest sense, along with the work of the Holy Spirit.
When I entered this “new silence,” I had no idea of what would eventually happen. However, in a truly amazing “healing” sense that can right now be confirmed to be a permanent change, there is a “new hearing” inside of me that… grants me to speak what I am saying now, trying to be as humble as possible: He is truly, very deeply, the One who can make all things anew. Yes, there is a “new silence”, but there is also another whole new way to “communicate with Heaven…”
If I begin to speak all the absolutely mesmerizing “personal formation realities” that we have discerned and deepened…besides how I keep being confirmed in everything my whole family of New Albor has taught me… I will not be able to finish this shared letter, which is meant to be brief and shared as soon as it is possible to be written. Once again, I will limit myself to doing as He says. Unconditional grace began to be poured from my family of Heaven as I wrote that last sentence… Really… I have no words to plasmate all the meanings discerned through these weeks in complete silence towards Earth.
Well, Jesus Charity has consistently affirmed that intrinsic evils can´t be allowed or consented to, especially in a systematic way, as has been done gruesomely around me in the last weeks. The personhood bloodsheds committed around me have been, literally, non-stop, wherever I am, whatever I am doing, however I am being socially slaved. The personhood bloodsheds, right now, are non-stop. We go together through every step… I should say: through every heartbeat…
What happened today happened within the context of being constantly forced to tolerate kids being socially slaved around me, over and over again. Among one of the most powerful reasons to stop being a teacher and terminate my teaching license, and I have no regrets AT ALL about that choice, was that all my students were being socially slaved to torture and socio-control ME with all kinds of socially-controlled manipulation that were not “borderline illegal”: they were TOTALLY illegal, besides being horribly cruel, both towards me and towards the students that were being literally used as “social war” “live ammunition”. I said “enough” and gave no locks back, nor a single time, time, every time I was forced to resign from a job due not being possible to consent the extreme social slavery enforced towards minor age vulnerable youth who were around me due “professional reasons”. At some point, we fully realized that whatever job I could be able to get supervising minors or in educative roles… those kids would be socially enslaved and forced to fake whole “social performances” to fabricate a truth-denialist power-narrative, over and over again. I fully stopped any kind of job related with minors and kids… and never looked back.
That context, which can be corroborated in what I have shared through the last years, is a very solid background of my personal ethical principles towards unconditional personhood dignity affirmation, especially of children and the most vulnerable, those who cannot defend themselves due to their vulnerability. When I say, “children have inalienable dignity and human rights that must be respected unconditionally”, those are not merely abstract words: they have been incarnated very consistently through the last years, to the extent of resign of a job simply not to let children upon my professional duty´s custody be socially slaved to social slaving me. Children are not “social commodities” to be “moved” according to the most convenient way towards any kind of fabricated narrative, like any parallel social reality is, especially when enforced with explicit social and psychological violence that is being committed in front of everyone; it had been literally one personhood bloodshed after another.
Well, Jesus Charity asked me to do a very beautiful thing before proceeding to write what I will write next (the biblical affirmation of all feminine ecclesial orders). Because His living Church, as an ecclesial womanhood fullness, is called to “give light to the Word”, I was asked to write a shared letter in the same new way we communicate now… but written to whoever He indicated that they were who should be assumed as the most “voiceless” around me, in the middle of all this social terrorist war that keeps raging on. His Living Church is always meant to be a voice of those who are the poorest in society… and right now, what He meant was: “those whose personhood unalienable dignity is being most violated around you right now.” I was going to be given a very concrete sign when He wanted me to see who He Himself (not those around me: I would see that according to Him, not according to anyone´s “manipulation of social dimension context” power-abuse-games, enforced me to see… the detail, I would understand latter, was not minor at all…) was meaning.
It is not rare that disabled people (people in wheelchairs, with walking sticks, or totally unable to live independently or move on their own) are constantly slaved socially to do fake social performances around me. Curiously enough, the social control-torture tactics around me are SO PSYCHOSOCIALLY VIOLENT… that I haven´t seen ANYONE disabled around me in a few weeks. There may have been some disabled people around me, but if that happened, they were so few I didn´t notice.
That means: the social environments in which I am being forced to move… are SO ENFORCEDLY MANIPULATED WITH SOCIAL SLAVERY… it is totally possible to completely manipulate who can be “allowed” to be around me and who can´t. A “personhood selection” is implied there: who is allowed to affirm as a person in this concrete context, and who isn´t?
This has also been consistently warned, in a quite and exceptionally explicit way yesterday, by Jesus Charity Himself: you can´t fabricate an “in vitro society” to manipulate personhood´s proper incarnated communion “selectively”. The personhood being belongs to the authority and potestas of God Himself, and no one can claim “reign” upon personhood´s communion-being given unconditionally by the Creator. Attempting to “rule” over human or ecclesial personhood´s nature and pretending that a human person´s nature can be “owned”, “ruled,” and enslaved via any kind of slavery (including via social slavery) … is a direct challenge to God´s Own Dignitas. The demonic influence behind that kind of “social presumptions” that dare to challenge openly God´s authority… is way more “darker” than anyone could realize. You have no idea, no matter how versed anyone could be in demonic issues, how demonically influenced a direct challenge of God’s Own Dignitas is, even in its very “lack of essence-rationality” nature of… not-consenting-being-communion-as-created-by-the-Creator and revolving over and over again around what truth-denialism will be enforced to create our “own version” of “manipulable social context” to control personhood according to “our own will and purpose”, not according the Creator´s Dignitas and will.
In the very same way there was an historic moment in which denying personhood to some via legal slavery, committed even within a frame of “new evangelization” when it happened in the social context of the colonization of the Americas, was totally “culturalized” when indigenous and black were denied in a very systematic way their God-given Dignitas, and that was possible to happen even in the name of God Himself… now there is a “war on personhood” with the explicit pretension of reign over human person, selecting who can be allowed to form as person and who doesn´t… when the fact is: God-given dignitas is unconditional, inalienable, must always be respected by everyone, at all moments. If you are a Christian and can´t understand that, you necessarily have a grave issue with your “social incarnation” of the mandatum novum.
Well, His Living Church, as the voice of all the voiceless, is meant to affirm the dignitas of those most vulnerable and “voiceless,” so before even proceeding to what we were going to write next, I had to write a “dignitas affirming shared letter…” affirming the dignitas of whoever was socially slaved around me at the moment He gave me His sign, that this time was meant to become fully visible immediately.
Because of the extreme social slavery enforced around me and upon me quite “culturalized” and systematic through all these years of social war… there were quite a lot of possible “voiceless” options. I simply remained unconditionally open to His grace and Living Word…
Well, every time I go shopping, wherever it is known or even possible for me to go, there will be social slavery enforced, the issue right now is a complete social war scenario with social terrorists ON BOTH SIDES (yes, this is important to be noticed: the Government of the Slaved States is the first one breaking their own rule of law), with complete truth-denialist social control-torture tactics being “socially shoot” over and over again, through me or over me…
So, I was simply asked to remain open to His understanding and discernment about where I would shop today before starting my “work” shift. When the moment comes, it will be seen as He meant it to. I will know who the “most voiceless” are and who the “poorest” are according to His eyes… so I can write the letter in our new “empowered communication style.”
Because I already know the social terrorism that is attempted to be enforced through me or upon me… the moves to follow what Jesus Charity asked me began relatively before even entering the parking. I was completely focused on what I was being asked. Still, no one knew then… because whatever I tell aloud or do visibly will be explicitly manipulated socio-psychologically to enforce whatever power-narrative is attempted to be enforced in the most truth-denialist way possible. I put music on, quite focused and unable to understand whatever could be tried to be enforced via auditive social slavery (fakes conversations fabricated around me to manipulate my understanding of the social context according to anyone´s social war purposes) and keep going.
Although the pattern of boasting the social slavery of children had been quite consistent in the last weeks (I am already in the process of looking for another job, because I am being enforced not only direct conscience violations… but also because there is no true communion or true charity possible AT ALL), I was open to any possible “voiceless” around me…
I keep walking through every personhood bloodshed as an incarnated Eucharistical benediction going through a social war zone, radiating His Truth everywhere… simply affirming it in my own personal formation, with no need of fabricating psychosocial violent “in-vitro manipulated” parallel social contexts to affirm His truth. He simply shines by His own…
The concrete sign was given, I switched my goeiz ring of position (that was the visible sign I was asked from the very beginning to do… and there was, in front of me, another child, possibly of three years, too young to be wandering where he was without explicit social slavery enforced by the “custodians” (I wouldn´t exactly call that “being a child´s custodian”). The child was placed in the zone of the front of the bathrooms because of the car I am forced to use (I am not granted a job with enough salary to have my own home, house, food…): while I was in transit to the shopping place that everyone knew I would be going… I was toxic gassed explicitly to be caused to me needing to go to the bathroom as soon I arrived to the store. Every aspect that can be socially controlled around me for enforcing social slavery purposes, it will be done, including what I just described as: culturalized bioterrorism. It is so accepted as “normal” around me that even children have been tortured via toxic gassing. I am not talking merely about the schools where I worked as a teacher. As recently as a week ago, a whole shopping mall consented to commit toxic gassing upon me and anyone around me too, including explicitly the children that were socially slaved to “be placed around me” literally like social war “live ammunition.” The cruelty behind all these highly dehumanizing and depersonalizing social patent realities is simply… not possible to be described fully in words. It’s horrible, extremely horrible to witness, especially due to the “social black hole” they cause, wherever they are fabricated and enforced via social slavery.
It was already agreed to immediately tell what was already planned to be said (the shared letter part couldn´t be said because I would go to the “work” later, and they would commit precisely the same kind of social slavery upon me, and also socially slaving children simply to social slave me…
Well, that was done. But it wasn´t the end of the story. I needed, if the opportunity was given to do so… to put a “human face” to the voiceless whose dignity I was asked to affirm. So, if anyone literally and explicitly enforced besides me social slavery using a children again for enforcing social slavery upon me, a picture must be taken, in the most “natural” way possible according to the social slavery context I was being enforced.
Well, it happened, and it was highly criminal (yes, the “mother” should be given criminal charges for socially slaving her child with such extreme psychosocial violence forced via social slavery upon the child…). Please notice carefully what is going to be told next, because Jesus Charity can be quite “creative” getting myself out of “live ammunition” reaching zone, in whatever social war zone we can be walking through together…
In that very concrete moment, I was explicitly told what I was meant to do: I did the picture with the child as soon as it was noticed the clear social slavery connotation of how the child was placed just besides me, and placed there explicitly for social slavery enforcement purposes.
I followed Jesus Charity´s “instructions”, I KNEW WHEN TO SING ALOUD INNERLY, I KNEW WHEN TO TURN MY SIGHT DOWN OR SIMPLY UNFOCUS THE EYESIGHT (I HAVE AN AMAZING CAPABILITY OF BLURRING MY OWN EYESIGHT… AND WHATEVER THEY WANTED TO ENFORCE SOCIALLY SLAVING THE CHILD, I WAS EXPLICITLY TOLD BY HIM HOW NOT TO FOLLOW THEIR ENFORCED PARALLEL REALITY BUT TO FOLLOW HIM AND FOCUS IN INCARNATING HIS LIVING WORD… and I got out of there as soon I was allowed to (there was another factor involved: an employee of the store was clearly collaborating and consenting the social slavery enforced upon that INNOCENT child… and deliberately delayed my order and wanted me to “socially force me” to see/hear whatever he was doing with the monster that was using that child with that horrible purpose…).
Then Jesus Charity smiled to me as I “smiled” at the photo: you know what to do, my Living Church…
Here we are, adoring Him with our whole growth, over and over again, not consenting at any moment being used to commit or consent any intrinsic evil that could be tried to be socially enforced via social slavery, either through me or forcing me socially to commit the intrinsic evil myself.
I simply prayed in silence for all the children that had been socially slaved me over and over again, especially in the last month, once again being like an Eucharistical benediction along Jesus Charity. I am not exaggerating at all when explaining this: I work in an overnight shift (8pm-5am of a fast-food restaurant), and at the beginning the normal was that there were hours or even days in which no children would be seen, especially babies (the birth rate of Puerto Rico is extremely low: 1.7 birth). In the last month, of a five-days-per-week working shifts, there had been only ONE SHIFT in which no child was socially slaved quite visibly and explicitly during my shift, with my employer even forcing me to need to “serve” (as they understand “service”) children that were very, very, very explicitly sociopsychologically abused and socially slaved. The whole level of the cruelty of the personhood bloodsheds committed via social slavery, either through me or around me, is absolute… We had even cried together in silence, because there is no way to contain the pain upon such horrible cruelty being “culturalized” upon anyone who… is quite conscious of the way that she is meant and called to follow as His Living Church.
I even knew what to do when I would be forced via social slavery to do certain things during this particular work shift, like what to do when I would be asked to prepare a kid’s meal… after I was forced to endure before entering the work shift, and every knew it. They literally enjoy with despicable social sadism to enforce social slavery through me and upon me, over and over again…
As things are right now, I am simply following my own “order” within the forced socially slaved environment, with my own silent “hymn” of adoration… and limit myself to let truth be seen as a personal affirmation (no words necessary in almost all the times) when explicitly asked in inner prater to let His Truth shine… with living signs, incarnating with grace a whole “person-empowering” dignitas affirmation that comes from His Dignitas.
The clients know perfectly what I am doing. The employer also knows it. I had let known way publicly what lines I won´t cross, no matter how they try with whatever social slavery form they are allowed to enforce upon me or through me… by the current complete “social war zone” of the United States. Right now, for all the civil and even domestic effects, de facto I am in a personhood-exile-status… That includes certain specific biological-organic dimension implications of the social slavery enforced with such violent systematicity: I am being denied even very basic medical services that are meant to be dignity-based, but had been used to enforce social slavery and truth-denialism over and over again, to the extent I simply refused any further medical “service” that wasn´t enforced via legal slavery (my progenitors force me to “receive mental health services” via legally-enforced psychiatric “treatments” that are enforced via their own domestic social slavery… I am being forced to endure one bloodshed after another, literally wherever I am ALLOWED (not granted inalienably) to function socially TO SOME EXTENT, ACCORDING TO THEIR RESPECTIVE SOCIAL SLAVERY ENFORCEMENT PURPOSES…
There are SO MANY consequences of not consenting being used for anyone committing an intrinsic evil through me or upon me, of not consenting assuming a no-communion-based-society as “cultural normalcy” as “ordinary civil status” and even “legally normal”… There are SO MANY CONSEQUENCES of not being allowed to empower or to consent any form of truth-denialism… that well, I have ended forced to endure social slavery or forced to confront directly social slavery LITERALLY wherever I am allowed via “personhood selection” to be allowed to function socially ONLY ACCORDING TO WHAT IS MOST CONVENIENT TO ENFORCE SOCIAL SLAVERY IN THAT PARTICULAR SOCIALLY-SLAVED ENVIRONMENT… Right now, the “no-social-communion-possible-at-all-civilian-status” have reached the peak 100%, and if there were a 666% percent possible, it would also had been reached since several weeks ago…
This is not a matter of merely receiving over and over again the grace to forgive: it’s more a matter of embracing the grace to remain focused on fulfilling His charity alliance and keep walking together as He walks… without even expecting any “social interaction” enforced around me to be real at all. Everything that can be manipulated to enforce social slavery… it will be done, period. Once you assume reality as it is, and not like IT SHOULD BE, nor as IT IS BEING FABRICATED AROUND YOU, explicitly attempting to own my “reality understanding” with highly intrinsically evil actions that shouldn´t even be able to be “legal” in the first place…
Nope: my ONLY “truly communion-based social frame” is the communion with my family of Heaven as His Living Word, period.
So… here we are, writing this letter as the first “living offering” right before affirming the key delineation of the biblical foundations of all ecclesial feminine orders…
Please, whatever you could do next, pray for this child before whatever other thing you could be able to choose to do can happen…
Jesus Charity, we adore YOU with our whole growth and really pray for the well-being and eternal life of EVERYONE… as we are called to do it as a domestic church that is YOUR LIVING CHURCH radiating YOUR new albor right in the middle of the world… right in the middle of a whole blood-stained social war zone, going through one personhood bloodshed after another, beating together and becoming more and more humble in silent unconditional heart-to-Heart adoration of the Divine Love that keeps revealing more and more evercrescent communion that comes from YOUR incarnated Personal growing-together-in-communion…
Thank you for the blessing of raising You as we are being formed to…
See the innocence in that child, his complete lack of even capability of being conscious of how he is being socially slaved and used as social war “live ammunition”. Everyone can see what is in my iPhone. LOOK AT HIM. Dare to look straightforward to that “face of the voiceless” whose dignity is being systematically denied, forced to be social slave for social terrorists that have no boundaries (not even legal boundaries) that can stop the social massacre that begun as a Children´s Holocaust… and have ended in a whole Personhood Holocaust in “progress” right now, for those who can understand as “progress” those horrible effects of a social war state being covertly enforced via social slavery… to a whole nation, whose citizenship I have already renounced explicitly and publicly… but I am not being granted the freedom to be gone to wherever nation I could choose to proceed with the rest of my live… without being forced to endure no other social slavery form, never more. My civilian life, de facto, has already ended.
That child was mean to be “the face of all the voiceless children that are being socially slaved around me”… over and over again. Look at him to the eyes, how he was placed right beside me to fabricate a parallel social reality whose objective is enforcing a dangerous power-abuse narrative: we (social terrorists) have absolute control of SOCIAL COMMUNION and will enforce via ANY SOCIAL TERRORISM POSSIBLE OUR TRUTH-DENIALISM… to the extent of fully normalizing culturally to SOCIALLY SLAVE TOTALLY INNOCENT CHILDREN whose proper place is where they are out of reach of any denigration of their inherent human dignity.
Excuse my smile. I was not smiling at the cruelty I was witnessing. I was smiling at Jesus Charity´s smile.
Because I explicitly refrained from any humiliated expression possible, the part of the mother in the photo was explicitly cropped. What was essential to Jesus’s Charity was to put a human face on all the voiceless children who had been and still are being enslaved by social terrorists who will do whatever is required to torture and socially enslave me.
Is that baby a child of God, with dignity and fraternal rights that make possible for him to grow unconditionally loved, never reduced as an object nor to be used to enforce a fake parallel reality…
Can anyone say that a child who is being used for criminal purposes and predatory social slavery (social slavery by itself is a crime against personhood, but besides that, the crime is being enforced in the most vulnerable and unable to defend themselves or even be able to be conscious of how they are being used as “social objects instead of their dignity be recognized unconditionally, as it should be expected in a proper rule of law) can know how truly “be loved” is meant to be? Can be know what “grow as a free person” can mean, as he is being enforced predatory social slavery upon him, both by the store employees, by the own biological female progenitor who is lettin the child being used as a social war ammunition within a social forced communication contex (everything was totally socially manipulated with the explicit criminal psychosocial violent intention of controlling and manipulate my perception of reality at the store where I was: EVEN THE SMOOTHIE I BOUGHT WAS ALTERED ON PURPOSE BY THE COSTCO EMPLOYEE, WITHOUT MY CONSENT, AND EVERYBODY KNEW) that was totally coordinated to happen not only within the own store, but when I was in the car (remember: I was already being toxic gassed while I was in transit in direction to the store, so I would need to go to the bathroom as soon I arrived) and ALSO… eventually, in my own “work” place (I did not notice which was the supossed “connection” with the slaved child and the eventual social slavery enforced at the “forced labor camp” was, because precisely yesterday there was only one kids meal in my whole shift… but the “social pattern” of “connecting” how children are being socially slaved in places I need to shop and how children are being socially slaved in the forced labor camp I am forced to stay as “employee” when I am not even paid enough to pay for my own food… is quite evident. At the same time the social slavery of children increased at the work of tortures, it also increased in other places).
Yes, the expression “forced labor camp” describes way better the social slavery context of my “forced professional environment”: I am enforced social slavery with such despicable socially predatory practices that I am totally unable to get a job in which I can work LEGALLY, without the employer OWNING MY NATURE and forcing me to work while also being tortured and even while injured and caused pain and extreme psychosocial distress ON PURPOSE), with deliberate, explicitly and socially predatory intention of using clients and even children FOR SOCIAL SLAVERY PURPOSES, SOCIALLY SLAVING THEM AT THE SAME TIME? Lessons that should had been learned in the Jew Holocaust (toxic gassing can´t never be legitimazed or even normalized, forced labor can´t never be legitimazed nor normalized, social abortion can´t even be assumed as “thinkable”, ever again).
What is “social abortion”? The sistematic dehumanization of a whole people within a society. In this case, the systemic dehumanization is being enforced not only unto me, via direct social slavery: it is also had been and is being enforced upon all those (not a few at all along all these years of social war state) whose social interaction, whose forced social communication or whose very social civil functions are reduced to “mere objects” to be used to manipulate the social context around me and enforce social slavery upon me… and where some are systematically dehumanized (like if happens with those who are aborted), there is a whole nation already socially slaved with predatory systemic depersonalization.
I have explicitly and publicly stated my resignation of such “American citizenship” that the facto had never been functional. A nation that normalizes social slavery practices is not a nation: it is a cultural dictatorship. In the case of the United States, radical capitalism is the cultural dictatorship, and that can be seen around me quite consistently, in how all kinds of marketing material and brands are also socially manipulated with the explicit intention not only of getting profits, but of getting them at the cost of the personhood bloodshed that is being caused upon me and those socially slaved to social slave me. The social slavery reached the point where all my “human rights” had been violated, the full 30 human rights, as I already explained in “When voices become noises…” and to the point of “no-social-communion-permanent-state” as I stated a few paragraphs ago. Just to mention two very evident human rights violations commited yesterday and recently: yesterday the smoothie at Costo was altered to cause a non-ordinary biochemical state after consuming it… and at the same time way stronger-than-usual psychosocial violence was enforced at the forced labor camp, with the explicit intention of “bother me” (one client told it explicitly: “give me more ketchup, I am doing this simply TO BOTHER YOU”… and that was only the beginning of the whole night shift. So, they cause at the same time altered biochemical state with a smootie that should had been “served” in a legal contex, BESIDES BEING SOCIALLY SLAVED WITH SOCIAL SLAVED CHILDREN WHILE BEING “SERVED” THE SMOOTHIE… to then being even MORE socially-slaved-than-usual at the work of tortures to deliberately attempting me to loose control of my emotions and mind focus. My PERSONHOOD NATURE is being OWNED by my employer, by my progenitors (who also commit toxic gassing and bioterrorism, and by the clients I am supposed to “serve” (the more accurate word here would be “THAT I AM BEING SOCIALLY FORCED TO HEAR AND EXPOSE TO THEIR SOCIAL CONTEXT MANIPULATIONS)… and of course, I am being “owned” by the Goverment who instead of acting according to rule of law and human rights… prefers to engage in a whole Truman Show power-abuse enforcement, answering to social terrorism with commiting even MORE BLOODY social terrrorism WITH THEIR PSYOPS. The “United States flag” (it should be named “the Slaved States of America´s flag) is stained with the blood of the countless completely innocent people sacrificed in the name of a supposed “rule of the people” that actually is a power-narrative-bloody enforcement upon the psychosocially-violent teared-personhood of all those who had been socially massacred via social slavery in the supposed “Land of the Free.” Keep counting, because the “represalias” in the work of tortures for daring to state the truth exactly as it unfolded yesterdays and in the last weeks… will be MONUMENTAL. They can´t stand the truth be told nor lived, period. At whatever cost, including the cost of personal blood, their power-enforcing narrative MUST RULE AND ORDER ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING, NO MATTER HOW ILLEGAL AND DEPERSONALIZING IT CAN BE.
Another very evident violation of my human rights is the denial of intellectual property of my own creations: the children book that I self-published and I requested to be erased and unpublished, especially taken out of Amazon, is still available. I requested this months ago already… but they fake “not being able to answer the emails” as an excuse to let the book remain “available”. The true reason behind this is that the truth won´t be allowed to be recognized, never. At whatever cost, the US military keep enforcing PSYOPS to enforce missinformation and a whole social paralell reality enforced not only via social slavery, but also via truth-denialism, communion-denialism… and lastly, full dignity-denialis. Human Rights in the United States are a cute “social ornament” that is supossed to be there only for decorative purposes, beginning with the fact that they themselves do not recognize the authority of any Human Rights International Courts: they can claim to any other country that they are commiting crimes against humanity, but they wont allow anyone to make them accountable for doing exactly the same, with the same nature of tactics that were used before in a “War on Terror” that legitimized the use of torture and dehumanizing psychological violent treatment to prisioners with the excuse of “national security threat”. Exactly what gives any culture “the right” to be above all other cultures´ most basic and fraternizing civil duty: respecting all human rights unconditionally? The cruelty that had been enforced via social slavery by the Goverment of the United States, the social massacre of so many innocents that had been enforced an alloed… no, that can´t be recognized to ever happen, not in the “most powerful nation of the world” OR BY THE MOST “POWERFUL” NATION OF THE WORLD. The whole Children´s Holocaust that became the Personhood Holocaust… that can´t be allowed to be recognized, not in a supposedly “people ruled land” that is supposed to be prosperous and “powerful”. The power-narrative enforcement issue is there: personhood won´t be able to articulate their own free personhood narrative if it conflicts with the power-narrative enforcement of any of the sides of this social war state. At whatever cost, the social context MUST be manipulated to “fit” the interests of those supposedly “powerful” who prey their social predatory practices upon the most vulnerable and innocent.
Innocents keep being sacrificed (exactly like it happened before the Discovery of America”) to each-side´s-of-this-social-war respective “god of power”: either for “the fatherland´s power-narrative enforcement purposes” or to “the social terrorist’s power-narrative enforcement”, social slavery being enforced over and over again… to the point that a whole personhood holocaust is already “in progress”: this is not merely a bunch of “personhood bloodsheds” commited once there and once here… No: this is a whole social massacre of the innocents, of the voiceless, of civilians that are being stripped of the very own personhood, especially among those who are totally unable to defend themselves… and the ones among those whose dignity is being violated the most are… the children.
Look at the innocence of that child that was socially slaved to socially slave me… Look at him straight to the eyes, confronting face-to-face, as I had been asked in prayer before, the most gruesome intrinsic evil among all the other intrinsic evils that had been systematized and enforced via social slavery around me. He is the “face” that was meant to be the face of all the voiceless innocents that had been socially slaved around me, over and over again.
Since when has the social massacre of innocents become an acceptable “social norm”? Since when the enforcement of a “power-rule narrative”, no matter which “powerful” are the ones enforcing it with any form of social slavery or social abortion… began to have more value than respecting human dignity of everyone unconditionally with a true rule of law? When did the profits of brands begin to have more value than the most basic civilian notion: unconditional respect of a person’s nature, letting everyone become who they are called to be? Who is the “power-rule” that determines the “personhood selection” that keeps being enforced via social slavery: who can be allowed to be granted to have a recognized personhood only according to the power-narrative of the power-rule “social understanding” that is being enforced upon all via social slavery, committed even at a whole commercial-marketing level? That is the cost of being “free” in the Slaved States of America: being forced to remain socially slaved… upon the covenience of those in the position of “power-rule”. That also applies at the commercial-economical level.. because whatever social slavery is being enforced, there is always a common factor among all the forms possible to be enforced: it is being done either by committing direct economic oppression or it is being committed among those who are most economically oppressed. Puerto Rico is the poorest territory of the United States by far. In the same way no one chooses social abortion voluntarely, it is either enforced with explicit social manipulation that normalizes the dehumanization of some for their own profit´s purposes, or it has to be chosen due economic oppresion… exactly the same thing applies to social slavery: it is never willed, you need an oppresive economic factor to force those who are being socially slaved to endure it and “accepting as social norm.”
My dogs are being tortured as I write this. Not even the innocence of pets are being spared of this War on Personhood. In the same way America was once colonized, now personal formation, our very own personhood nature, is attempted to be colonized. Don´t count with Jesus Charity or with the “In God we trust” that is written on the dollars to cover up that extremely unjustice that is being enforced upon all with such bloody social corruption enforced so broadly, over and over again.
You can all be forgiven and I constantly embrace the grace to forgive those who socially slave me, but that doesn´t mean that God is complicit with sin, nor with social structures of sin. He can´t deny Who He Is. Truth shines by itself, without any need of fake social manipulations or of any fabricated social context at all. Of course that as His Living Church I am called to affirm the dignity of all those children and most innnocent that had been and are being socially massacred, over and over again, since years ago.
Look at tha child straight to the eyes. Look the “ordinary look appearance” of what is happening around, when everything that happened at that moment was explicitly socially manipulated via social slavery, enforced both upon that child and upon me by that female progenitor… and by the Costco employee that complied with all the social control-torture tactics committed (they already knew I would get the smoothie when getting out of the bathroom, it was already paid, but it was still unprepared, on purpose, when I came back to the bathroom: the Costco employee needed me to force me via social slavery to “wait for the smoothie in the counter”, so the predatory social slavery that was already planned to be enforced could be able to happen.
All this “deliberate intrinsic evil acts social consent” doesn’t happens by its own. The deepest root behind all these forma of social slavery and social abortion is… the notion of parenthood as being only possible according to “planned parenthood” abortive parameters, without any context of growing-together-in-communion and recognize everyone unconditionally as person with inherent dignity, from from first heart-beat to last brain activity… well, that “social notion” accepted as “thinkable” and “culturalized” have ravaged all the ethical principles that should be assumed in the first place. In a context of getting-as-much-profits-as-possible and have-a-good-branding-image, anything —including commiting social slavery and preying socially in the most innocent— can be accepted as normal, as long as it is convenient for the power of the brand and the economic interests involved. So, from a “planned parenthood” culturalized social abortion scenario, now a “selected personhoood” emerges as a social norm becoming totally normalized: those in power are those able to “select” who is granted to function socially as person —always according their own interests— and who is allowed to grow as “influencers” of their own power-narrative-enforcement agendas… and become “the best person they can me” always in the context of “branding interes,” never allowed to grow as the best person they can be simply due their inherent dignity. This is so true that human dignity is systematically violated over and over again in the economic sense, enforcing minimum wages that everybody know that are not dignity-based or family-based wages, simply because for radical capitalism being able to function, it must pray on the poorest to be able to get the most profits possible to the richest.
Communion… sadly, is nowhere to be found… but the surprising fact is: nobody is interested on any kind of communion —including social communion— either. The power that rules is the power of money: growing in profits and keeping a profitable “branding image” at whatever cost. If human personhood nature must be destroyed, manipulated socially, slaved socially or sacrificed as a social abortion in the name of keeping a good “branding image”, it will be done, and even commited by the very own Goverment first.
Look at that child. Look at him. Look at the “normalcy around,” how social slavery is fully assumed as a “normal part” of society.
Forgive my very exagerated smile. I did it to “fit the social context” (I am expected to enjoy being socially slaved over and over again… and anyone is expected to smile at a selfie, so I smiled). I also did it smiling at Jesus Charity: here we are, we did it, we have a face to face all the voiceless children that are being socially slaved around us to socially slave me.
Look at the absolute complete innocence of that human being, his totally unaware-of-how-he-is-being-socially-slaved face expresion. Look at the progenitor female, deliberately avoiding my camera (she saw me doing what I was doing, it was not expected because I have as a usual norm to never take picture of children, but this was a very necessary exception). Look at the completely “cluelees” appearance of those in the back, while a complete social trafficking scenario was being enforced via social slavery.
Kids like that one are being socially slaved around me, over and over again, even younger. Even pregnancies have been totally fabricated simply to manipulate the social context and give the impression that “there is growth” in enforcing social slavery as it is being done.
That depends a lot on how “growth” can be understood. Of course you don’t expect me assuming socially slavery as “growth”, right? Of course, all of you are in all your due right of believe whatever you want. Where there is no truth, there is no communion, and where is no communion, there is no personal growth possible at all, no matter how much your brand may “grow” with whatever profits you may get enforcing via social slavery whatever is convenient to your own agenda.
What can’t be done is pretending to normalize as “possible” and even “socially acceptable” to pretend to own someone’s understanding of reality and a person’s NATURE (the social dimension is part of the personhood nature) simply enforcing social slavery over and over again, with tremendously illegal and socially predatory practices. You, in your own lives, can attempt to affirm whatever is more “convenient” to your own agendas… but you can’t enforce via social slavery your own agenda unto others, as it is being done socially slaved the most innocent to social slave me.
To that kid, and to all the others that had been socially slaved around me, we say: we are deeply sorry. You have dignity. You have value. You have your own dreams to dream and your own personhood to cultivate and become the best person you can be. Who you are and who you are called to be has value… simply because you have your own dignity to be respected and even celebrated. No one can be allowed to forced socially ANYONE to function as “social war weapon” of either side of this social terrorist war, nor for any other purpose.
Here is a very brief list of all the international human right conventions that are being systematically violated through years by the Goverment of the United States and even by the Catholic Church (children had been tortured and socially slaved in Catholic schools in which I worked). The Goverment of the United States either have commited the violations of these statues in the sense of “social terrororism war state” (and there is a clear “legal loophole”: no one recognizes the status of “social war state” as possible, it is always assumed that war can only be belically armed, not “socially armed”) as part of their psyops or either allowing social terrorists to commit them. Of course the United States is quite an expert looking “legal loopholes” to justify the unthinkable, as it happened with the torture commited in Guantanamo with the excuse of a “war on terror.”
These are a brief exposition of all the conventions that the facto are being violated by the Goverment of the United States with the practice of enforcing/allowing the enforcement of social slavery upong children for using them/allowing them to be used as social war ammunition/social context manipulation:
1. United Nations Convention on the Rights of the Child (CRC) – 1989
Article 38: Requires states to take all feasible measures to ensure children under 15 do not take part in hostilities or are recruited into armed forces. It’s one of the most widely ratified human rights treaties.
2. Optional Protocol to the CRC on the Involvement of Children in Armed Conflict (OPAC) – 2000
Raises the minimum age for compulsory recruitment and direct participation in hostilities to 18 years. Bans non-state armed groups from recruiting anyone under 18 under any circumstances.
3. International Labour Organization (ILO) Convention No. 182 – 1999
Worst Forms of Child Labour Convention Defines the forced recruitment of children for use in armed conflict as one of the “worst forms of child labor.” Requires immediate action to prohibit and eliminate such practices.
4. Rome Statute of the International Criminal Court (ICC) – 1998
Defines conscripting or enlisting children under 15 into armed forces or using them in hostilities as a war crime. Applicable in both international and non-international armed conflicts.
5. Geneva Conventions and Additional Protocols
The Additional Protocols (1977) to the Geneva Conventions include specific protections for children. Protocol I (Art. 77) and Protocol II (Art. 4.3) emphasize that children under 15 should not be recruited or used in hostilities.
A socially armed conflic is as psychologically violent and as personhood bloodsheding as a belic armed conflict: it is a matter of switching the kind of damage that is being intented to be inflicted. “Social arm” and using personhood as “live ammunition” of a social war or even as SOCIAL WAR FIELD is as criminal and as wounding as any belic armed conflict.
To all these social slaved children we say: we are sorry that no one saw you as God sees you and knows you. One day it will be understood: you have the right to be free to be formed, raised and educated according to your best growth possible as person as a citizen of good, according to the Creator-inherently-given-dignity that you posses unconditionally. Socially slaving children for enforcing truth-denialism in a whole social-context-criminal-manipulation level should had never meant to become a social norm. You matter for WHO YOU ARE, not for how you can be used to manipulate a social context or to be used as “live ammunition” of a social war. You have a beautiful capability to make better growth choices than the ones before you. The human dignity of everyone must be respected unconditionally, but beginning with those most vulnerable among us: you.
Jesus Charity loves you, children. He is sorry for you being used like that, something that was not done according to His vision. You are not meant to be offered “as live sacrifice” to comply with social war objectives. You have the right of a life lived according to your own dignity being recognized uncontidionally, not according to whatever is convenient to a power-narrative being enforced unto you, or through you, with cults to death (cults that doesn’t respect human dignity and sacramental dignity of everyone unconditionally).
While I prayed for this child and all the children who had been socially slaved around me… unconditional grace began to fall (rain).
I have witnessed in silence so many wonders, even in the most cruelest circumstances… that I am totally sure He will transform all this Children’s Holocaust into a radiation of His new life.
We are so sorry for the social slavery that keeps being enforced on children…
Let Him teach you how you are called to become the best person you can be.
Lets pray together for the unconditional recognition of the dignity of every person and the right of everyone being unconditionally granted as unconditional right the freedom to form as person according to their own nature and dreams, inside the context of a proper and truth-based rule of law and proper growing-together-in-communion social context… because that is part of adoring Him with our whole growth.
Jesus Charity, we adore You with our whole growth…
Por todo atentado contra la verdad acometido en Tu Nombre, Dios que eres Haz, te pedimos perdón. Fiat lux.
Por todo atentado contra la caridad acometido en Tu Nombre, Dios que eres Amor, te pedimos perdón. Fiat charis.
Por todo atentado acometido contra la fraternidad humana acometido en Tu Nombre, Dios que eres Vida, te pedimos perdón. Fiat pax.
Por todo atentado contra la fraternidad sacramental acometido en Tu nombre, Dios que eres Trinida, te pedimos perdón. Fiat fraternitas.
Por todo atentado contra la familia acometido en Tu Nombre, Dios que eres Comunión, te pedimos perdón. Fiat unitas.
Por todo atentado contra Tu Alianza acometido en Tu Nombre, Dios que eres Don, te pedimos perdón. Fiat dignitas…
The text I am sharing in this blog post is the last “contemplative text” that remains “timed” to be shared in a forced communication context. Yes, to control all the communications forms of a human is already a “cognitive beheading”… but there is another kind of “beheading” going on:
Not allowing to incarnate His Word is also separating His Head (Act In Persona Christi) of His body (Being In Persona Ecclesiae). A Church that can’t live His sacramental memory as called to… is being beheaded.
Both “beheadings” are happening at the same time.
Saint Paul’s words of Jesus being “the Head” and the Church being “the body” had always been understood “in a hierarchical-gender sense”: men are meant to be “in the top.” Well… nobody has understood those words in a non-hierarchical way: both head and body are needed. The “Head” is the “sacramental memory” to be formed as a supernatural act… and Jesus is the “memory” that must be “done”. The “Body” is the “incarnated personhood” that is to be formed as a natural being… that is not hierarchical at all, both are needed to be living Eucharist, to be Church being the living body she has been created to be, and to Jesus being the living Person He has come into this world to be… until the end of history. The “history of salvation” keeps happening as He keeps being “incarnated” as a “living body” in the personal ecclesial formation of all those who “plasmate” their whole personal formation “according to His Word” as “incarnated”: “This is my heart, let it be done in me according to Your Word…”
There is a gesture I had done a lot in mass, while praying the “Our Father” or while receiving the Eucharist: the hands being crossed over the heart.
Well, now I know, that “hand-cross gesture” is what the Virgin Mary did while Jesus consecrated the Eucharist, with very deep “recogimiento” (sorry, I don’t know a translation for that word in English) while embracing the deep mistery that “overpowered” her again exactly as it happened in His incarnation. Yes, she already told the words “let it be done unto me according to Your Word” in the incarnation, not yet knowing what that would mean later… what changed between the two times the same thing was said was the “this is my heart” part. The second time she doesn’t said “this is the slave of the Lord…” No, this time she says “this is my heart, let it be done according to Your Word”. Nobody understands that “missing part” of the mass yet. Yes, I have done that gesture for years, not understanding fully why.
Well, if you understand that you can’t act only “in persona Christi”, that you also NEED to act “in persona Ecclesie” when you act “in persona Christi” because what doesn’t happen naturally first won’t happen supernaturally either (grace “plenifies” nature, doesn’t “substitute” it), and being a “living Church” is the “natural way” (the “personal way”) that Jesus chose to act in the supernatural way (the “sacramental way”)… you will realize: besides Christ’s words at the consecration, you NEED “the living Church” words also (Mary was the first living Church), and that is transconsecration of the heart. So… Jesus is the Head, the living Church is His living body… and both are needed to become living Eucharist: the consecration to act in persona Christi (His “sacramental memory” is the Head) and the transconsecration to be in persona Ecclesiae (His “personal incarnation”‘as the Body).
So, Mary’s words are the ones meant to be used as “transconsecration sacramental ceremoniale”. SHE WAS THE FIRST LIVING CHURCH, so they both (Jesus and Mary) became, in different senses, Living Eucharist when the Last Supper happened. She was the “living body” that made the Living Eucharist possible to be incarnated (and this applies in her literally, even in the natural sense, she was the one who allowed Him to be come a living incarnated person and Person, since the very beginning, in the incarnation). Jesus was the memory that made the Living Eucharist possible to be incarnated (literally, in the supernatural sense, since the very beginning, as living incarnated sacrament, since the Last Supper): “This is my Body… This is my Blood… do this in memory of Me…”
Mary was the first one who adored HIM becoming together a LIVING INCARNATED EUCHARIST, adoring Him in SPIRIT AND TRUTH, and nobody noticed… because it is not meant to be an “espectacle”… its is meant to be… revealed.
What happened… nobody saw it. Nobody was able to, and if she would have told it, nobody would have understood… and she would have been totally “known by force”… Really, you don’t know how it happens until you are revealed it happened, and revelation doesn’t happen in a day, is progressive…
You need a lot of progress to be able to understand this: the Mass will be incomplete without a woman’s words, because the Church has always been a SHE. Even priests —I mean, ordained priests— need to be “In Persona Ecclesiae” too, they can’t only act “In Persona Christi” if they are meant to become a living Eucharist…. in the same way all Christians, in a “common sense way”, need to act “In Persona Christi” and also BE “In Persona Ecclesia”. Wherever they are, they ARE the living Church, and they must become aware of that to then learn how to act “In Persona Christi” according to God’s will to fulfill both their sacramental vocation and growing-together-in-communion vocation.
We don’t know what is more rare right now: an ordained priest being concious of both acting “In Persona Christi” and being “In Persona Ecclesie” (no, no ones does it, they even don’t have formators to learn that) or a lay being concious of their call of act “In Persona Chisti” and also BEING “In Persona Ecclesiae” (lay… don’t have formation at all as domestic churches) wherever they are in the middle of the world. Being “In Persona Ecclesiae” happens first, it begins as gifted grace at baptism… but the eclessial personal formation keeps plenifying and growing on as we act more and more “In Persona Christi”, embracing more and more graceful giftedness, and at the same time becoming a more and more graceful giftedness, until becoming along Him the Living Eucharist that Christ and the Church are called to be together as “una sola cosa” (entity).
In the same way Jesus is “sacramentally ordered” (He can’t ACT in any way that is not “sacramentally”), the living Church is “personally ordered” (She can’t BE in any way that is not “personal” according to His memory; she can’t “incarnate personally” in any way thay is not in order to live His Charity; she can’t form as person in any way that is not “according to His Word”).
In my excepcional case, this is SO true that memory (now I mean: my neurobiological memory) only functions best when I am praying or in dialogue with my family of Heaven. This has “natural causes” to be happening now, as anyone will understand while reading this text: as you keep loosing all “personal meaninfulness” and all your “communication forms” keep being controlled by force and you keep being “known by force”, loosing every “personhood sense”… well, Jesus literally becomes the only “possible memory” [even in the neurobiological sense, because your only “human communication” possible is with Heaven] you had ever had of who you truly are and who you are truly called to be.
Said in a very few words: what you will read in this text is the whole process of how all “words” around me became “noises”, until He became my only “living memory” of who I am and who I am called to be. Quite literally. My own voice became “lost in noises”. I am not able to hear me: I am able to hear my family of Heaven and then hear me in them. That didn’t happened before, not in that very literal sense, that applies even in the “memory function” way. Right now, the only “noises” I hear as “voice” are theirs; all other “voices” are “noises.”
Yes, I could say so much more, exactly as it happened with Mary… but this has never meant to be happening in a “forced communication” context, with more and more torture being enforced, with a whole Truman Show happening, with more and more social control-torture tactics being enforced as if the human creature could ne “owner” of its own being, that has been been freely given by our Creator…
This was not meant to be a “beheading” either, in any sense, as it had being since a very long time.
So I won’t say a single forced-communication contemplative word after this text. All you will “hear” after this text, in the videos or the few tweets I do share by force (no matter how I communicate, it will be controlled by others… besides also being controlled biologically with toxic gassing and also being controlled socially with social control-torture tactics)… will be about what happens around me.
As I describe several times at the end of this text, I am simply going from one kind of “exile” to other kind of “exile.” In the real sense, I had already been exiled for a long time ago, it is only a matter of becoming “oficially recognized,” something that is way beyong my “choice,” especially when it is a whole Goverment who is enforcing a whole parallel social reality. The worst has not come from domestic terrorists being allowed to act: the worst had come from a Goverment acting exactly as domestic terrorists do.
I had already been “gone” for a long time, for all the social and biological functional purposes. I had been forced to function as a “war field” and a “war ammunition” I had never been created to be nor called to become, besides also being forced to remain victim of all kinds of tortures in the same cruel and totally unethical way Jews were experimented by Mengele… but in the “mind” sense…
I am quoting Saint Paul’s words now: “But we have the mind of Christ […] Be renewed in the spirit of your minds, and clothe yourselves with the new self, created according to the likeness of God in true righteousness and holiness.”
That is being “reborn”: being “re-new.” I am a “re-new” creature in Him, for Him and with Him.
So… if my words and nature are not allowed to be according to His Word and to be revealed as He created human nature to be, let them remain silent and “hidden” by my family Heaven, as you can see in the digital “drawing” that illustrates this blog post.
Let us go “Into the West” and remain adoring Him with our whole growth. That is not a mere “drawing”: its “drawing more to Christ” together as a family of Heaven. You may “see” I am alone (I mean, in the physical sense). I am not. I had ever been “drawn to Him”, and that won’t change: His new albor will always remain “inside” of me… no matter how I am being tortured even unto…
Well, JK Rowling created an amazing word for describing this: crucio!
Quoting Saint Paul again [he died beheaded]: If we live, we live for the Lord. If we die, we die for the Lord. Whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord.
I have already said what He wanted me to say and “formed me” to incarnate.
What you do with what He says, that’s your part of the history, not mine.
I already have chosen to “do as He says,” as you could read in the Christmas Eve or Christmas Day chronicle.
Whatever happens, I belong to Him, and that won’t change: this charity alliance stands as bright as the New Albor He has chosen to radiate this way… He is One that is increasing, in the same way the light of a sunrise keeps increasing and increasing, ever more…
Illum oportet crescere… Crescere… Crescere… Crescere…
This is my heart: let it be to me done according to His Word…
Editorial Note: This text probably has a ton of misspellings because I wasn´t allowed to use a spell checker properly. I chose not to waste energy “fighting” what is out of my control (the US government is the one who is surveilling and using the spell checker for social control-torture tactics), so I barely used the spell checker and focused on content.